i've lost trust in everything

2011-12-12T16:55:00.001-08:00

Guess who's back?!
YES! Kathrine's back. :)

I'm just back t tell youu readers tht..
I'M ONCE AGAIN, Attached.
Bless me will youu? prayed tht this will be my last romance.

29thNovember'11, Baby.
Today is the 13December'11.
we have been together for 14 days, until now..
No quarrels, nothing so far. ♥
I love the way we are now, how loving & how sweet we're.

I'm damn 幸福 to have you, baby.
I never regret being with you, don't ever make me regret too. :)
I'll hug you tight tight & never let you go. :)

Bi, 291111 is the start of our love story.
It's fate made us know each other, & it's destiny made us up together.
I believed in fate & destiny. Do you? ♥

Bi, i couldn't promise you forever & eternity.
But i can promise that i'll try to do my part as your girlf ok?
But forgive me, i may be very stubborn & bad attitude at times. :(
But i'll try to change ok? I love you sooooo much dearest. (L)
& I hope that day by days, we'd become more & more loving. :P

Although, Bi..
I don't have t prettiest face for youu t see or th skinniest waist for youu to hold, but i do have th biggest heart t love youu with. ♥

Bi is currently working..
Aww, i'm gonna miss him soooo muuuuccchh. :(

He treats me really really really very well.
He pamper me & he dote me like a princess.
He'll do anything to make me happy. I'm really veryvery xinfu to have him as my boyfriend.

He's a very very gooooooooood boyfriend. In fact, among all of my ex he'sthe greatest boyfriend i ever had. I'm not joking, what i'm saying is truly from my heart.

I may not be a good girlfriend. But yes, what i've promise you ii try my best t fulfill it. I'm all yours now baby, not anyone else. Bi, I swear i'll cherish and love our relationship well. I love you so, baby.

I wanna be your one & only girl.

I wanna be the only girl in your heart, mind & soul.

I wanna be the only girl whom you text, meet, call, sweet talk to.

I wanna be the only girl whom you cuddle & kiss.

I wanna be the only girl whom you're thinking. I wanna be your everything.

Can i, baby? (L)

FairyTales, Chapter 291111. ♥

YOU'RE SUCHA WONDERFUL BOYF. ♥

L.O.V.E.

2011-05-25T13:47:00.000-07:00

45 things a girl wants for but won't ask for.

1. Touch her waist.
2. Actually talk to her.
3. Share secrets with her.
4. Give her your jacket.
5. Kiss her slowly.

Are you remembering this?
6. Hug her.
7. Hold her.
8. Laugh with her.
9. Invite her somewhere.
10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

KEEP READING ..
11. Smile with her.
12. Take pictures with her.
13. Pull her onto your lap.
14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.
15. When her friends say “I love her more than you”, deny it. Fight back and hug her tight so she can’t get to her friends. It makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?
16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.
17. Kiss her unexpectedly.
18. Hug her from behind around the waist.
19. Tell her she’s beautiful.
20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

One last thing you need to do to show her you actually do mean it.
21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car - it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.
22. Tell her she’s your everything - only if you mean it.
23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her - if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN’T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT - so just hug her.
24. Make her feel loved.
25. Kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!

WE MIGHT DENY IT BUT WE ACTUALLY LIKE AND KINDA WANT YOU TO TICKLE US ..
26. Don’t lie to her.
27. DON’T cheat on her.
28. Take her ANYWHERE she wants.
29. Text message or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at school, and how much you miss her.
30. Be there for her whenever she needs you, and even when she doesn’t need you, just be there so she’ll know that she can always count on you.

ARE YOU STILL READING THIS? YOU BETTER, BECAUSE IT’S IMPORTANT.
31. Hold her close when she’s cold so she can hold you too.
32. When you are alone hold her close and kiss her.
33. Kiss her on the cheek; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).
34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her lightly.
35. Don’t ever tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you’re mad. If she’s upset, comfort her.

REMEMBER ALL THESE THINGS WHEN YOU ARE WITH HER NEXT ..
36. When people diss her, stand up for her.
37. Look deep into her eyes and tell her you love her.
38. Lay down under the stars and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.
39. When walking next to each other grab her hand.
40. When you hug her, hold her in your arms as long as possible.

MAKE SURE SHE KNOWS SHES LOVED.
41. Call or text her at night to wish her sweet dreams.
42. Comfort her when she cries and wipe away her tears.
43. Take her for long walks at night.
44. Always remind her how much you love her.
45. Sit on top of her and tell her how much you love her and then bend down to her face and kiss her while you’re sitting on her.

You’ll never know when she needs just a little more love..

2010-06-10T03:27:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Missing baby badly.
Current music ; w/o a word.

♥ 直倒一辈子, 我的心还会对你说同样的一句, 我爱你.
Inlovewith - MaverickNgShiJie. ♥

You're th one,
Who showed me th route out of th darkness.
You're the one,
Who proved t me tht love is not as miserable as ii thought it was.
You're th one,
Who pulled me up & let me believe in love once again.
You're th one,
Who let me taste th sweetness of love again.
You're th one,
I want to hold on t.

ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!
ILOVEYOU!ILOVEYOU!

this 100 'ILOVEYOU!' is handtyped. :)

Baby, ii hope what you've promise me you'll meant it. (L)
As a girlfriend of your's, i'll fulfill your expectations.
ii hope youu too. :)

Tomorrow is your last paper, 加油 ah! :')
you've my support, baby.

BI! I love youuuu lahhhhhhhhh! ♥

多希望你能永远当我生活的令一半.

♥

2010-06-09T23:07:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; ~.
Current music ; Missing you.

♥ 拿的起,也要放的下了.
Inlovewith - MaverickNgShiJie. ♥

Bi, hope what you've promise me youu meant it.
I'm very fortunate to have youu laaaaaaaaah! :')
Hopefully, you'll pass all your examinations.
Study hard, play hard! ^^
Let's look forward on Friday, CELEBARTIONS!

Let me introduce.
This idiot here, is Marvin! :')
He's my so called, Monkey.
He look like one, doesn't he? HAHA!
This is your punishment for bulling me, IDIOT MONKEY! ~..

Below this picture, look like MARVIN right??!
HAHA! :) *evil me.*

Monkey shake hands w monkey. :')

Looking at those pictures above make me laughs.
all those monkey are freaking adorable nor, only for a few.
Those kind like Marvin th monkey, stay far from him! :D HAHA.

-

God will bless baby for sure. :)
Yesterday some accident happened t baby. :(
*heart pain* but, he will recover soon or later!
just be more careful next time, silly bi! ^-^

Most of th pictures are taken by Baby.
it was taken @ upper pierce. :X

Alright, pictures shall do th main talkings.
BAIBAI, peoples.

♥

2010-06-08T01:22:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; -
Current music ; Because of you.

♥ I'm attached on th 04June2010!
Inlovewith - MaverickNgShiJie. ♥

Hello! FINALLY UPDATED. ~..
are youu wondering what am ii doing this few days?
HAHA, don't be sucha dirty minded ah!

Currently messaging w Bi! :)
he keep asking me t update my blog w those pictures tht we took yesterday & th day before.
He's super adorable laaaaaahs, I'm in love w his cute-ness!
HAHAHA, he's mine & only Bi! ♥

Alright, pictures shall do th talkings~..
no comments needed, thankyouu. :D

Focus on th plate number! :D
Intersting isn't it? HAHA.

[(P.S.) Candid picture, everyone wasn't prepared.
shall take another group photo next time. ] ^^

P.S, I've got feelings, i've got my own
pride, my own dignity, my own courage. ♥.

♥

2010-06-01T21:22:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Effing tried.

Current music ; 话题.

♥ Why can't we just live life without troubles and problems?

Hello, I'm back t blogger! :)
Finally manage t upload few pictures. :/
It's like blogger is giving me headache this few days.

& it's passed 12am alrdy.
it means tht PerLiMin have been together w me for 3month!
HAPPY 3RD ANNIVERSARY, baby. *insert kisses.*
nothing can tear us apart, agree? :)

Reporting tomorrow w Limin'Boyf @ AngMoKio Headquarter. Pray hard for us ya! /:
Hope things will go out smoothly for us.
& ii did quarrel w her just now due t some reason.
I'm sorry for my lanjiao attitude, baby. :(

Brought this bookmark.
It written, ' I Love You So Much'.
haha, sweeeeeet nah? :)
Hope one day, i'll will found my Mr.Right & I'll say this to him! (L)

: (InsertName).
Boy, i've almost forgetting about youu.
Hope you've done so too, takecare. (L)
no matter what's, you've my support. ^^
-

Currently, chatting on msn w Nicky.
Although, ii know him for not long but he's quite a nice guy.
He told me t change & etc. :)
Quite adorable ah, him.
chatted w him on phone for quite long, stories here & there.
But, ii don't know when he's words towards me is true.
starting t get colder effects towards him lei? /:

Alright, will be blogging again tomorrow.
To update more abt my case t youu, readers.
PRAY HARD FOR ME PEOPLES! :')
I Love Die those people who pray hard for meeeeeee. :}
hope nothing won't goes wrong.

Alright, it's not early alrrrrrrrdy.
I'm turning in sooon.
Goodnights, *inserthearts.*

God, bring me th right way instead.

what's go around comes around.

♥

2010-05-27T20:09:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Bored.
Current music ; Eenie Meenie .

♥ BUSY!

Heyo peoples, miss me? :)
HAHA! i'm being thick skin here.

Kinda LOOOOONG didn't update my dead blog alrdy.
peoples are complaining t me tht my blog is super dead.
th last entry is on th 31stMarch2010.
it's been month i've ii last update my blog. :/
ISN'T IT COOOOOL? LOLS.

today is th last day of school, SHOCK LAH.
got my results back. :/
failed 3 subject: English & Math, Science.
Passed 2 suject: CPA & Chinese.
HAHA, got shock when ii saw my result.
ii thought i'll fail all subject, but infact ii pass 2. :)
But still kinda disappointed in my results.
Must buck up for EOY. ( End Of Year. )
so tht ii won't retain in Secondary 3.
& I'm going dye my hair & do all those things ii wanted tomorrow! :)

Promise i'll update my pictures & update my blog.
But, not everyday lah. BUSYYYYYYYYY. :(

In this Month(s) & Day(s) alot things are happening t me. :'(
it's miserable for me, life are getting sucks.
Going t AngMoKio HQ, on th 2ndJune due to some stupid reason i've done.
Everyone make mistakes, but chances will be given.
-

isn't this babies adorable??!?
I LOVE BABIES! *insert heart*
-

(InsertName.)

_______, this post are meant for youu.
04thMay2010 - 16May2010.
thanks for being w me for 1week & 4days.
Everything have ended, but no matter what's we're still friends isn't it?
I miss you, but what can ii do?

I miss those laughters, outtings tht we had.
when ever ii head t th places tht we've been before, th first one tht came out to my mind is you.
Until today, you're still appear-ing my mind.
I'm trying my best t let youu go, trying my best to forget about you.
I'm trying t get rid of youu inside my heart, mind & soul.

I wanna get rid all those promises you've made,
I wanna get rid all those words you've said,
I wanna get rid all those memories.
Buried them, hid them inside my deepest heart.

I don't want to tears for youu again,
I don't want to sad for youu again,
I don't want to remember everything tht are related to youu.

I told myself, you're now a friend t me & nothing else.
I need t be strong & let go of youu.
everything must be fated.
No one wish tht their relationship will end fast, so do i.
youu don't meaant what youu said, AT ALL.

Everyone will have a past which are unhappy.
Everyone will have a memory tht they can never let go.

-

everything seems like a dream t me.
I don't know what's real & fake.
Do ii live in th reality? :'(
sighs~

Soon it's me & Limin'Boyf 3rd Anniversy.
& ii must congrats her, she found her true love on th 5thMay2010!
hope they will last longlong ah. :/

okay, shall end my post here than.
Off for drinking! Drink, Drank & Drunk. :S
I MUST wash all memories in my mind.

will update my blog often, ii meant it. :')
& pictures will be update sooooooon.

God choose this path for me.

Letting someone go, it's th most painful.

♥

2010-03-31T02:34:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Stress.

Current music ; 当你孤单你会想起谁.

♥ I believe there's something called, Love.

Finally, finally.
Finally there's time for me to update my dead blog. :/

Stress life, naoooo. :X
Currently, having Stomachache & Headache.
But than, ii still insist of going out. :)

Not enough sleep now a days, EYEBAG poping out!
Facial, facial wait for meeeeeeee. :')

Just receive a message from WeiLoon.
'SupperClub, Tomorrow! 1stApril 2010, Thursday. (Door open from 9pm - 4pm)'
should ii go? Confirm a lot people there. ~Crowds. :X
Like tht day ii went to Zirca, super crowded cans?

This whole week will be supersuper busy.
I'm a busy women, xoxo. :)
Saturday Cousin's Wedding, still considering weather should ii attend. :/

& Ya, birthday coming sooooooon! :x
Excited, can't wait for my birthday.
Hope this year's birthday will be th most memorable & special birthday.
HAHA! ii want surprises can i? (: *hint*

& ACTUALLY, ii find tht school is not tht bad after all.
it's just, those words know me & ii don't know them.
teachers are getting better & closer to me already.
Th most important teacher ii wanna thank is, MS A.PAY. (L)
she's my Favorite teacher, really. :)
she's th one who courage me t start a fresh & stuff.

& my subject teachers, form teachers.
they are w me whenever i'm in trouble.
when i'm sad, they will try t cheer me up.
they will help me up when i fall.

:D, THANKS, MS A.PAY & All MY SUBJECT TEACHERS! (L)
but not my D&T teacher, he sucks to th core (OKW). ._.

haha, need to go prepare already.
I'm going out once again, infact i'm out everyday.
early go out, late come back.
My mummy told me my house is like HotelRoom. ._.
what time wanna go out, what time wanna come back also can.
But, th next day can't be able to be awake for school. HAHAH!

okay, byebye lil earthlings.
pictures are taken few days back, enjoy! :)
no comments needed! :x
didn't really edit those photo, no time.
just add in 'you're @ thpretended-couple.blogspot.com' :B
LAZY TTM, LOLS. ^-^

God bring him back t my side, can youu?

come back to me once more, will youu?.

♥

2010-03-17T03:31:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Stress.

Current music ; 勇气.

♥ I'm missing youu, Badly.

HEY! earthlings, ♥.
Apologise for not blogging for so freaking long. :/

Miss me? LOLS. X:
it have been quite a long time since i've last blog, agree?
My last entry is on th Tuesday, March 2nd 2010.

Hmmms, i'm away for 15 days & a lot of unexpected things happen.
A lot of unpleasant things going on.
I felt guilty, I feel miserable. :(
I don't know how am i going to face everything, once more?

In this 15 days, it brought me alot of memories.
Youu will taste, Sweet, Bitter, Sour in this memories if you're me.
I'm really having Headache now. :'(

Sometimes, tears rolling down.
I really miss youu, but what can i do?
There's nothing i can do to save youu by myside.
I've choosen to leave youu, there's nothing more to hold on.
Mayb, it's really fated & it's time to say GoodBye to each other.

No matter how much memories you've brought me, it's time to forget it.
It's hard, It's painful.
But, still I've choosen this path.
I must walk till th end, no looking back for me.
Let out memories burn in our deepest heart.

长痛不如短痛, forget each other now.
If not it will take longer time & more painful to forget each other in th future.
There are billions of girls out there letting youu choose.
I believe one day, you'll find your right girl.
But, it's not me for sure. .__.

-

Shall not mention anymore about th unpleasant things, ya?
Hmmms, ton w beloved ones for 4days.
Freaking tried! :X
manage to sleep 12hours today, finally.

Went Zirca on th 16thMarch2010, Tuesday.
Addicted to RompV's song! (:
The queue was damn long cans?
Saw some similar faces there.
Got shock when ii saw them there, same goes to them. :)

A lot things happen @ Zirca. :/
Shall not mention about it.
ton th next day also. :)

didn't update all of th pictures, just some will do.
cause i'm going out later on.
Should be tonning today w cliques also. :)

Pictures still continue the talkings. :')
comment aren't needed at all.
keep all th comments to yourself, will do.

People, should ii go for MIA?
sighs, super stress. :/
what to do? ii don't know. :(

Update when i'm free than.
mummy, korhkorh & korhkorh's girlf will be back tomorrow night.
they went to Taiwan for 10days.
ii can't tag along is because my passport expired.
stupid passport! :x
wondering did they buy anythings for me or not? Hmmms.

Sayo, peoples! ♥
You're still stuck in my mind, ♥.

God bring me th way, will youu?

nothing gonna change my love for you.

♥

2010-03-02T18:31:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Effing Tried.

Current music ; Have youu ever.

♥ There's a bottom line.

Hello lil earthlings, ♥.
back to update. :)
Let me tell youu readers something.

Actually, ii didn't counted steading w P.Limin.
is just we don't trust boys tht much alrdy. :/
can said tht she have found her love alrdy.
must be happy for her hur?

-

Girl, trust him & believe him.
ii believe tht he's true to youu.
he tears for youu last night, & didn't sleep well.
he broke up w ___, ii believe.
if he dare to make tears or do anything which is "对不起" youu.
ii swear i'm not going to let him go tht easy.

hope, this will be your last love.
ii don't want to see youu get hurt again.
don't do foolish thing.
i'm here for youu, my dear girl. (L)
ring me up, i'll try to be there if possible.
no matter you're sad / happy, let me know.

if you're sad, i'll share th burden w youu.
if you're happy, ii bring youu go celebrate.
if youu need some one to talk to, cry, talk.
can come look for me, no matter how late / early is it.
-
JTan,
ii trust youu, ii believe youu.
ii hope tht youu & M told me yesterday are true.
remember what ii told youu last night alright?

cherish her well, treat her better than any of your ex.
ii want her to be th special one.
if youu wanna know anything about her, let me know.
i'll tell youu. :)

you're a boy, how can youu tear so easily? :/
Stay strong, believe yourself tht youu can do it.
ii don't want to see her tear neither do youu.

ii hope youu really broke up w tht girl.
don't play limin's feeling.
if youu really like her, go for it.
if youu just wanna play w her, let me tell youu.
fxuk off farfar, don't ever let me see youu again.
i've made myself clear, alright? :)
-
Marcus,
Last long w your girl har.
cans see tht youu love her a lot.
change your attitude if possible lur.
everyday so hot-tempered. :/
CONTROL, control.

th bearbear is still in a good condition.
haha, i'll keep it & won't throw away.
don't worry! :)
-
Johnson & XiaoGui,
i'm freaking disappointed in th both of youu.
again, youu broke your promises toward me.
how many time do youu guys wish to break?
ii really don't know how to say youu guys.

if youu want to continue what you've done yesterday, go farfar away from me.
yesterday, i'm darn angry.
youu guys should know, ya?

ii hope youu both can stop all th nonsense tht youu both are doing.
go find yourself a better girl.
ii believe youu can, trust yourself! :)
-
Bryan,
youu hur. ._.
no words can describe youu lah.
again, quit those stuff.
don't touch it, can?

it's not good for your body, mind.
ii hope, th group of youu will just stop all your nonsense.
i'm freaking disappointed see-ing youu guys seh.

super dislike peoples seh right in front of my face. :/
super super, dislike.
if youu want ii continue being in tht group.
stop all those things & start a fresh.
be a better person.

same thing, find a better girlf & lastlong.
although, ii know youu not tht long.
but, ii believe tht you're a funny & good guy.
youu made me laugh when i'm sad.
youu entertain me when i'm bored.
but too bad not my type, HAHA. :)
-
Akira,
you're th biggest among them.
teach them th correct thing infact of those nonsense.

for th question youu ask me, yesterday.
current answer is : No.
cause, we just know for 2 days?
LOLS, nothing develop in this 48hours.

hope youu get what ii mean lah?
this world there's billion of girls.
Singapore'an & other county.
ii knoe one day you'll find your Mrs.Right.
don't worry, everything needs time.
-

Continue my post.
I'M FREAKING HUNGRY! :'(
feel like eating pasta mania. :/
LOL, don't know whys.

1 week suspention, shock lah.
going out later on, hahaha.
currently, i'm eating chocolate.

tears yesterday & Limin'Boyf brought me chocolate to cheer me up. :)
HAHA! thanks alot, boyf. (L)
soon or later, i'll be a FAT lady. :X
but until now i'm still under weight. ._.
LOLS, must drop th word 'diet' inside my mind.
i'm turning bamboo still wanna go on diet? LOLOLOL.

Today, Wed.
what to do in this one week?
any idea, peoples?
ask me out lah! :)
- Drinking, Movie, Slacking, Clubbing, Pub, Disco, anything.

Alright, this post is long enough for youu readers to read.
LOLS, i'm going bathe & heading down to find few of my cliques. :/
they're rushing me & complain tht i'm slow & long. :x

haven't got my phone, so currently no pictures. :(
i'll try my veryvery best to update lots of picture.
ii want my Aino back! :x
LOLS, still long way har.
can anyone rob th bustard & take back my Aino?
ii miss my Aino laaaaaaaah.
stupid arsehole, took my Aino. :'(

Okay time to say, Sayo! ♥
I love youu still, ♥.

don't wanna let youu go, but ii still did.

be back, will youu?

♥

2010-02-25T21:24:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Stress.

Current music ; 勇气.

♥ Growing in th darkness.

heyo, earthlings, ♥.
seldom use laptop alrdy.
most of th time, i'll be outside w Cliques & Beloved ones.

There's two thing i'll want to let youu readers know. :/

Firstly,
I'M ATTACHED TO P.LIMIN. :')
1stMarch2010 ; 2107. ♥
HAHAHA, she's my boyf.
shocked? LOLS. :X
since most of th boys can't be trusted, so ii trusted girl.
ii believe girls can be trusted more than boys.
Girls, agree? :)

Secondly,
i've 1 week In-House Suspention.
luckly, not in school but it's at home. :)
SHOCK! what time youu want go out, can go.
what time come back alsho, come back.

today, mummy fetch me home @ 10.30am as Vice-Principal said so. :x
he say next wed remember come school can alrdy.
LOLS, will be going out w mummy later on.

Facial, Manicure, Change HairStyle & so on.
importantly, is she wanna buy me a new phone. :)
Meeting beloved after i've finish everything. :/
7 - 8pm than i'll be free.
everything take me more than 5hours.
mummy call & make appointment alrdy.

MUMMY, I ♥ YOU TO TH MAX LAH.
i've suspention, she didn't scold me / anything.
still wanna bring me go so many places & going shopping later on.

jealous tht i've a wonderful mummy (?)
she's mine & only mummy, don't try to snatch away from me.
who dare to be her GodDaughter, i'll make sure she suffer in slient.
she alrdy got 8 GodSon, but my didi allow.
for GodDaughter, youu guys can fxuking hell drop th topic in your mind.

Going sentosa this Saturday, ii think.
so catch me there, if you're going too! :)
HAHAHA.

Okay, i'm going out w mummy alrdy.
Try to spare time to post.
& once ii got my phone today, i'll zilian and update ya. :)
- still considering what phone should ii buy, hmmmms. :/

meeting boyf later on.
I ♥ YOU, 1stMarch2010 ; 2107. (L)

don't say i'm a lesbian, if not you're going to get it from meeeeee.
keep your mouth shut will do.
if youu got th guts to say behind my back,
ii advice youu to say infront of me. :)

(InsertName):

boy, ii miss youu still.
guess you're happy w your life right now w your friends right?
i'm no longer in your heart, in your mind.
Heart, Body, Mind & Soul. :/

sighs, see-ing youu happy i'm contented.
hope this will continue.
ii don't want to see youu upsad.
Time for me to let go of youu.

it's easy to get on a relationship, but it's hard to leave a relationship.

-

J & X.
Stop quarreling cans?
youu guys are brothers, not friends.
if youu guy wanna continue, i'll will be freaking disappointed.
ii don't want to see youu guys fight, quarrel.

there's billions of girls out there.
what for fight over for ONE girl?

ii never say ii want to delete contact w youu both?
whys youu both behave this way?
you've change, youu both have change into another person which ii really don't know.
ii don't know who youu guys are alrdy.
ii want th old J & X cans?

ii just request this.
is tht hard & diff?
ii don't think so.
everyone is human.
everyone have there own attitude, characters.
youu can't change their life if you're no one to him / her.

every human have human rights th, ya?
things are getting hard than ii expected. :'(

-

mummy rushing me alrdy.
if not i'll be late for th appointment tht mummy made. :/

Sayo! ♥
I love youu still, ♥.

God tell me what to do?

baby.

♥

2010-02-24T14:20:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; don't know how to express. :/

Current music ; Missing youu instead of him.

♥ Satisfaction.

i'm just here to tell, someone something.
-

(InsertName.) :

Boy, ii seems lonely w/o youu.
ii seems hopeless w/o youu.
ii seems helpless w/o youu.
a puzzle can't be completed w/o youu, seriously.

you're th key to open my heart.
do ii stand th second chance?
do we have th chance to be back, together?

everyone says to me tht, time heal.
but, time can't heal everything youu wanted / expected. :(
time can't be rewind, if time could everything will be heal.

everyone carry w regrets.
everyone makes mistake, don't we?
we don't have th courage to step out, because th fear there.

i'm missing youu, badly. :'(
ii wanted to message youu to receive those sweet messages again,
ii wanted to call youu & listen to your voice.
but, ii don't have th courage.
took out my phone, in th end?
keep it away from my side.

ii seems lost in th path, way of darkness.
ii wish youu where there to hold on to my hand & never let me go.
but, youu still let go half way through.
youu leave me alone to walk through th darkness.

ii didn't regret choosing youu but, ii did regret letting youu go.
there's reason why ii choose to let youu go,
instead keeping youu by myside.

youu did let me go once before ii let youu go, isn't?
second chance don't come easy.
it's like a lighter & paper.
once ii use a ligter to burn th paper, th paper will turn into ash.
it won't come back becoming a th piece of paper tht you've burn.
until one day a one person, brought youu a paper & tht's your second chance.

ii love youu, still.
-youu know who you're. (L)

you're th key to my heart ♥.

Sayooo, w lots of (hearts). ♥

God regrets too.

imy.

♥

2010-02-21T22:40:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Headache. X:

Current music ; Officially missing youu.

♥ Hate is a kind of love, too.

peoples in earth, ♥.
back to update my blog. :X

tomorrow, school again.
told my mummy ii don't want study alrdy.
if she insist me to study in th bloody kuku school, i'll resist.
ii don't want see their fcuking faces.

Term test coming .___.
didn't go back to class for more than 5 times. -.-
is either suspension / absent.
learn what shit?
outside suspension only learn how to resist & anything more? :/
there's nothing we learn during suspension time.

Fcuked up, pissed off. :/
this coming term test, ii bet i'll get one BIGBIG zero.
preparing to fail lah, stupid lanjiao school.

can some one just bomb th arse school?
BOMB! bomb into parts & pieces.
make them renovate th school here & there.
& it will take years to renovate, than don't need to attend th bloody school.
prepare t apply for transfer! X:

HAHA, evil me. :/
i'll be in this state all because of _____.
shall not let youu know it's because of who. :)

sighs, boredbored.
heading angmokio to look for UncleTan, Benedict later.
than followed by bugis.
Edmund keep asking me to go down accompany him.

his daddy passed away. :(
kinda felt sad for him.
his daddy's funeral will be @ bugis, nearby bugis street.
it's a church. :x

it's booooooored there nors.
did attend yesterday, there's nothing youu can do there.
chat, smoke, using of Benedict's Laptop but no internet & so on. :/

but, promise Benedict & Edmund i'll go down.
so ii must fulfill it, HAHA.
i'm a good girl! :)

alright, shall end my blog post here.
cabbing down to meet them alrdy.
if not they will keep nagging & rush me. :x

(Insert Name.) :
ii enjoy th time being w youu.
youu brought me alot laughter, jokes & entertainments.
youu did brought me tears, but ii felt worth it.
ii miss youu, seriously.

ii miss th time when we're together.
ii miss those time we smoke & share together.
ii miss th time youu chat on phone w me.
ii miss those sweet message tht youu send me.
ii miss those memories tht you've given me.

it will be kept in my deepest part of my heart, imy.
i'll locked it, won't be forgetting it.
i've regret in th past, ii don't wish to regret in th future.

if i've given a second chance, ii swear tht ii won't let go.
hug youu tight, hold on tight.
if ii were to choose loving youu / breathing,
i'll use my last breath to tell youu, I ♥ YOU.
but it's too late for me to say this, but still ii wanna say it to youu.
no matter what, i'll be there for youu boy.

you're th important one to me, ♥.

Sayooo, w love. ♥

God makes mistakes too.

imy.

♥

2010-02-15T19:14:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Stress up. X:

Current music ; Too Little Too Late.

♥ Sometime fated just can't stop meddling.

hey, earthlings. ♥
back to update my own blog instead of others. :x
i'm always free to help people update their blog but always not free to update my own blog. :/

a lot pictures to update, LOLS.
took a lot pictures during chinese new year celebration. :)
get a lot of red packets too. :X

mummy say if ii continue to be a good girl, i'll get a I-touch & I-phone. :')
i've a great mummy isn't? HAHAHA.
told her ii wanna a pomeranian during my birthday, she say see first.
so, is 50 - 50 percent i'll get a pomeranian for my birthday!

I LOVE YOUU, MUMMY. ♥
(fyi, it's my real mummy & ii don't have gan mummy alrdy. :] )

oh, this adorable lil baby below is belong to my mummy's sister th. :)
she is so adorable tht i'm addicted to her cans?
hug her every minute, every second once ii saw her.

alright, pictures will do th main talking. :/
[some of them didn't edit as ii don't have th time.]
didn't attend school today but, i'll be very busy.
update more when i'm free. :)

consider going back to my LionDance troupe they rocks to th max! :)
school reopens alrdy, but my mood is still stuck in th holiday moooooood.
how?! everyday, suspention. :/
sleep, talk, draw / write, eat & walk.
nothing else during suspention. -.-

just let time pass by doing nothing until 5pm in th noon.
it's so freaking boring cans? LOLS.
thinking of it, i'll go mad. :x
ohya, welcome new comer & join us for suspention.
& tht's W.DingLi, he got suspended also.
but, he's until 1.30pm. UNFAIR!~

alright, currently Smoking! :x
than, going bathe & prepare & off ii go.

will update more often if possible.
Sayo, w trucks lots of love. ♥

God didn't says life was easy.

th way of love.

♥

2010-02-12T21:00:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; messed up.

Current music ; Basshunter - All I Ever.

♥ Have youu wonder where t lost things go?

hey, lil earthlings. ♥
feel like blogging so, here ii am. HAHA!

want to warn some of youu out there.
be careful of china 'dogs'.
was pissed off by one yesterday. :/
at th end, everything sua. -.-

china dogs like to put words inside people's mouth & stuff.
who would want to stead w a china dog instead of Singapore'an?
plus, china dogs are so UGLY! .____.
they are so thick skin instead. :/

Mentioning about him make me freaking pissed off.
Girls from Singapore, if let youu choose.
will youu choose China / Singapore'an guy? :/

LOLS, ii will never ever choose CHINADOGS as my boyf / even friend. :)
they sucks to th core, to th max.
& they even make a fool out of themselves, stupid right?
is like, they're th fucking retarded freaks.

So what, if china dogs do play shirt?
So what, if china dogs put tattoos?
Big deal mehs? just feel tht it's lame & retarded. :/
LAMMME shit, they wanna step one in Singapore only.
ask them go back China lah.

mayb he's a immigrate? :O
HAHA, who knows? *laughs*
hope he's a immigrate & got caught by police.
so tht he got send back to his own dog country & never come back.
don't even need to hear his barking & his freaking retarded dog face. :')

who knows China's people background if they don't tell youu?
they can make up stories to tell youu.
China people stories are freaking lots, don't worry.
they can say this set & so another set instead.
sometime even put word inside your mouth & say those words are from your mouth.

OHS, china dogs are irritating too.
they are freaking noisy, dirty & irritating.
anyhow bark, poo & stuff.
AWWWWS, strangers dog are just so flirty & dirty.
take them go sell alsho can't earn much money, agree? :)

LOLS. :x
today's post partly is about ChinaDogs. :/
HAHAHA.

& ya, today is reunion dinner, 团圆饭.
everyone should be accompany their parents & enjoy th dinner.
every year have once only, not like everyday can have reunion dinner.

I'll try to Zilian more, if not there will not be anymore picture to let youu readers enjoy it.
very less zilian alrdy. :'(
but, i'll try to take more photo when i'm at relative house. :)

-

classmates birthday today @ sembawang park.
catch me there. :)
will be drinking over there too.

later meeting Desmond, idk what time.
he wanna pass me Valentine's present although he's not my Valentine, LOLS.
ohya, ii alsho meeting Jason later on.
he's fetching me to sembawang park, awwwws sweet. :)
he's alsho giving me Valentine present. :/

shall end my post here.
need to go & prepare.
Relative are coming over sooon, ii think?
but, i'm going out later at night. :/
Kinda busy today, LOLOLS.

update more pictures next time, promised. :)
Sayo, w trucks lots of love. ♥

God, brightness t way of love.

th way of darkness.

♥

2010-02-11T21:22:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Effing tired.

Current music ; 下一个天亮.

♥ P.S. I Love You.

heyhey, lil earthlings. ♥

was late for school today. :x
ii did attend school but it's @ 10.30am.
meet LiMin'Mickey, WeiJie'Didi & Stephaine'Hubby.
together, we went to have our breakfast at KFC. :/

skipskip~
had our new year celebration in school today.
overall, everything is okay lah.
simple & nice is enough. :)

Few comment of th LionDance.
it wasn't so nice overall, still think tht my group is better.
HAHAHA. :x

talked about LionDance.
ii feel so left out from my group. :(
it's been so long tht ii didn't attend their training lessons & stuff.
LOLS, lazyyy hur. :\

Nevermind, will be visiting them sooooooooon! :)
Sunday, they will be going over to my aunty's house to perform.
Tuesday, they will be coming over to my house to perform.
seriously, they rooooooooocks to th maxmax. :')

Dedication. (L)
JunXian'Erzi,
sorry tht ii didn't attend your court on th 11thFebruary.
ii hope nothing will goes wrong w youu, alright?
will be praying hard for youu. :(
miss youu trucks lots alright?
nothing will happen, don't be so worry.
inform me when youu got th result. :/
ii wanna be th first one to know, ok?
ILOVEYOOOOU, erzi.♥
-

Bitches! -'-
keep your mouth shut, if youu don't know what's going on.
& don't add words in people's mouth too.
ohya, ii forgotten.
you're just a fish gobbling bubble in th water, correct?
or a bear which swims inside th water poo-ing? :x
HAHAHA, did ii say wrong? :)

Soooooooo what, so what?
kpo, BITCHES! -'-
they mouth are bigger than youu expected. c:
you're just a useless bitch in my eyes, haha.

so what if you're unhappy w me?
like i'm happy w youu? AWWWWWS, *thick skin.*
i'm human & not animals.
but, youu bitches admit tht you're an animal. Right?
HAHAHAHAHA. :')

they only know how step cute infront of boys only.
*vomit* aren't youu, guys got disgusted by those bitches?
they are noisy & disgusting, aren't they? :/

i'm DISGUSTED by those bitches.
not happy w what ii type hur, come look for me. :)
ii don't mind at all, haha.

youu know who you're, bitches. ^-^

-

okay, enough of saying those bitches.
it pissed me of saying about them. :x

cherish / regret, youu choose. :/
LOLS, shall end my post here & prepare.
cliques are on they way here.
update more pictures next time. :)
Byebye, w lots of love. ♥

God, ii need your way.

arsehole.

♥

2010-02-09T13:54:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Effing tired.

Current music ; 下一个天亮.

♥ what goes around, comes around.

Hey earthlings. ♥

having In-House-Suspension for 3 days due to some reason. :/
quite fed up w alot people. :(
keep showing my attitude to them.

FUCK LAAAAH!
Quarrel w Parents, Teachers & Friends.
what's going on w me? idk. :'(

just to let youu guys know.
i'll be having In-House-Suspension in school from 9February to 11 February.
dismissal time will be 5pm & it's freaking bored. :/
my phone will not be w me from 7.30am onwards until 5pm.

anything message me, i'll get to youu as soon as possible.

God, save me.

stress.

♥

2010-02-07T23:15:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; BORED :/ .

Current music ; bleeding love.

♥ No return.

Hey lil earthlings. :)
so long never update alrdy, Stephanie'Hubby complaining. :/
she keep asking me to update my blog.

haha, ii know it's dying & i'm super lazy too.
as youu guys know, ii won't be at home most of th time. :\
even, i'm sick ii still sneak out of th house.

today, didn't attend school again.
LOLS, this is only th second month ii don't know how to survive.
my mood in still in th holiday mood. :X

must buck up my studies alrdy, it's suck.
"if youu don't study now, you'll regret in th future."
parents, relative or even outsiders always using this sentence. :/
but is for our own good, own future. :)

Valentine is coming, 14February2010. (L)
below there's is some pictures which ii get from th internet.
CHIO norhs, but expensive. :(
*hinthint* haha.
But, too bad it's ChineseNewYear 初一 everybody is freaking busy collecting money.

-

ohya & let me show youu more pictures which ii got from th net.
pomeranian freaking cute & adorable cans? :)
feel like getting it on my birthday. *another hint*
HAHA! :x
want to get it long ago alrdy. D':
but, ii don't think i'll get it. :(
see who have a nice heart to buy for me, HAHA!
but bet, i'm dreaming. :/

alright, i'm going to prepare & i'm going out.
currently, thinking where to go. :\
won't be stay at home, will be freaking bored.
doing th same thing again & again if i'm stay at home.

Watching Television, Using Laptop, Chatting On Phone, Sleeping.
tht's all, nothing else. :X
won't youu guys sick & tired of doing th same thing again & again?
LOLS! for me, i'll will be freaking bored.

Alright, don't know when will be th next time i'm updating. :/
Kinda lazy & partly most of th time i'm not at home.
unless i'm @ home, freaking bored i'll will update. :)

Ohya! only for my lovelies, friends & co.
my house is opening NewYearCelebration if you're interested to come, give me a call.
ii need to know who's coming & who's not. :')
for early, preparation. :]

God, show me th way.

nothing to do.

♥

2010-01-30T19:30:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; BORED :/ .

Current music ; Goodbye.

♥ Stay w me, don't go.

decided not to go for secondary 3's camp.
my passport isn't ready yet. :/
wanted to go, but can't. :(

going leave Singapore once my passport is ready.
hope i'll stay there & won't come back due to any reason.
let all th memories stay at Singapore & start afresh in other counties.

those memories are cold & hurtful, hot & painful. :(

-

Once again, MOODSWING. :'(
whys? ii don't know. :/

my mind is blank, can't think of anything at all.
ii can't stay strong, be brave.
ii don't have th courage to do so.

my head hurts, out of th sudden. >:(
sighs~

God, led me th way.

what to do?

♥

2010-01-27T22:46:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Tried.

Current music ; keep bleeding.

♥ I'll make every seconds w youu counts.

A short entry will do.
keep my blog alive. :)

Currently, it's raining cats & dogs. :/
alone @ home & it's freaking bored.

School was alright today.
no troubles given. :)

-

MOODSWING~
thinking of those memories make me tear. :'(

ii must be strong.
smile / sad days still have to go on.
why not smile everyday & let days past? :)

no point carrying all those memories which are in th past & tears?
everything is in th history, no U-turns.
once youu past th minute, youu can't be back.

ii always told my lovelies, friends & co.
cherish what you've now before it's gone.
& yet, ii didn't told myself.
& now, i'm telling myself. :)

but, can ii do it? :(

peoples, give me some comments.
should ii attend th secondary 3's camp? :x
th mud is so dirty, disgusting & watery.
but, they say it seems quite fun. :/

got my passport & IC(s) picture taken today, in school.
no more excuses not to go for secondary 3's camp.
cause, ii told them my passport is expired.

CheeBonnnnnnnng, ii don't wish to attend.
ii rather go back to school & study.
better then going th camp, agreeeeeee?
but, i'm going to be alone. :(
most of th people in our class are going. :/

should ii attend / should ii not attend (?)
Gosh, ii don't know.
my mind is blank, totally.

God, bring me th way instead.

ii need help.

♥

MOODSWINNNNNNNG. :(

2010-01-25T16:20:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; Cry Out Loud.

Current music ; 对不起.

♥ Relationship, Let me go.

Currently, having headache. X:
ii really don't know what t do.
heart is tearing in th inside, who knows? :(
since tht day everything has ended, i've been crying until now.
It's hurts, i'm tearing. :'(

____:
ii admit ii love youu still.
but, we can't be like th past anymore.
ii can't be w youu, again.
sorry tht ii lied yesterday, my mummy force me to.

ii cried after ii walk away.
ii don't dare tell anyone, youu know?
do youu know how ii feel inside my heart?
do youu know what ii want?
let me tell youu, youu don't.

toy again & again.
how can ii believe youu once more?
ii don't know how can ii believe / trust you.

once my friend, not anymore.
people, ii apologise. :(
ii can't continue to be your friends anymore.
youu guys by now should know th reason.

i'm in a diff position, youu know? ]':
thanks for all those memories youu guys left for me.
really, ii didn't regret knowing youu guys.

someone, ___.
silly, don't cry alrdy.
everything has over.
youu think ii bear to let go?
let me tell youu, ii don't.
if ii have th chance, ii will hold on tight & don't let go.

you're th one who cheer me up when i'm not in th mood.
you're th one who listens to all my craps.
you're th only tht ii can share my burners w, but not anymore.
you're th one who is able to wake up early in th morning & meet me.
you're th one who brought me most of th memories.
you're th one who let me feel tht love is true.
you're th one who let me know tht love is sweet & bitter.

now i've to go through everything by myself.
keep secrets inside my heart.
ii don't know who to trust alrdy. :(
ii need youu, do youu know?

sighs, ii think it's really time for me to let go.
let our memories buried in th deepest part of our heart.

-

who can ii trust now?
who can ii believe now?
who are my true friends?
who are th one who are really concern about me?

ii realize i've lesser & lesser friends.
i've no true friends at all. :(
there's no one ii can trust, anymore.

moodswing! :(
when can ii be a happy?
when can ii smile everyday?
when can ii not be stress?
when can ii have my true friends back?
when can ii get their trust again?

all those question, i've been asking myself again & again.
ii really don't know what's is th answer in fact.
ii want to know, ii really do.
can someone tell me?

anyone is available? :/
accompany me for drinking.
Drink, Drank & Drank. :(

it's hurts more than ii expected. :(
ii didn't expect tht i'm at this stage now.

ii need a shoulder right now.
ii need to burst out my tears, CRY OUT LOUD. :'(
can't control my tears anymore.
dripping down my cheeks. :(

why isn't youu here?
ii need youu, ii miss youu. :(

you're gone & youu won't be back alrdy.

Lastly, ii want thanks them.
WeiJie, JianYong & Philson. :x
they accompany me when i'm sad.
but, we almost quarrel everyday. :(

are they my true friends?
can they trusted?
ii don't know. :(

youu make me lost my way.

♥

2010-01-20T16:22:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; EMO-ING.

Current music ; 到底爱真么了.

♥ MIA-ING~
everything has ended.
is love a reality? :(
everything seems fated.

now, ii have two choices.
which ii can't decide on my own. :/
1. quit school.
2. oversea to study & it's take years.

which should ii choose (?)
peoples, tell meeeeeeeeee. :(

& one more thing, i'm going for mia.
won't be blogging / online often as before.
drinking, anyone is available?
Pub, Clubbing & Disco! anything, make mie forget about all th memories will do.

ii don't want, don't want those memories & history.
it's cold & hurtful. :'(
tears rolling down my cheeks again.
who is will-ing to lend mie your shoulder? :'[
i'm in pain, great pain.

my heart is breaking, into parts & pieces.
relationship, what's is it actually?
end up, both side getting hurt.

RELATIONSHIP! pissed mie off, stress mie up totally. :'(
wanna burst put my tears alrdy.
thinking of those memories & it's sucks.
can it just get out of my mind?

i'm not going to be th old me anymore.
change into a better person, will ii?
can someone help mie?
GOD, save me. :(

i'm going indonesia soon, due to some reason. :/
& i'll be see-ing someone which ii wanted to see long ago.

到底爱怎么了, 我并不知道. 好想知道你的100分, 会给怎样的人. :(
我只想做你的公主, 拥有那平凡的幸福.

ii want to be pampered by peoples, cans ii? :(

♥ Dedication to my lovelies.

Weijie'Di & Philson'Erzi, thanks for being there for me when ii need youu.
we have known for years & it's still counting on, carrying on.
we have gone through lots of ups & downs together, agree?
thanks for lending me your ears to listen to all my craps & nonsense.
thanks for entertain-ing me when i'm bored.
thanks for cheer-ing me up when i'm sad.
thanks for everything youu both have done for me. (L)

Jianyong'Di, among th 3 of youu.
youu understand me th most.
youu know when i'm angry, pissed off, happy & when i'm not.
youu always brought lollipop to cheer mie up whenever i'm sad, emo.
thanks alot, really. :)

SeeHao, BabyStead.
thanks for calling me this few days.
chat w me, listening to my all kind of bullshit.
until now, you're trying to cheer mie up.
last long w your girlf ya, can see tht youu love her alot.

Edan.
thanks for your entertainment, jokes.
th first day ii met youu, tht day was quite enjoyable.
ii enjoy th day, meet up soon alright?

MingJun.
you've never changed since ii know youu years back.
but, you're still as naughty as last time. :)
trust & believe everything youu do, you've my support.

_____. slowly guess who youu are barh. Don't ask me who is she/he, because ii won't say .
thanks for always begin there for me, giving me advices and cheering me up and even let me scold youu and everything, ii don't know how many thanks would be enough, but still thanks.

Wanting'Coupleheart, Rosemary'PeriousHeart, Theresa'SteadyHeart, Gail'BabyHeart, TanWeeAn'Baby, Jeremy'Lover, CuXin'Korhkorh, BoonPing, Nic'SweetHeart, TingFeng, YewChong, & alot more others.
youu guys haven't been forgotten too. :)
miss youu guys alot, meet up soon alright? ^-^

thanks for those people for your care & concern.
you're super loved by, me. ♥

-

anything youu may message me/ call me, but it depends on my mood to reply & answer. :)
contact me through phone, won't be online often. :/
everything depends on my mood, alright?

oh, found this picture in Weijie'DiDi computer.
forgotten when we took this picture alrdy.
LOOKS EMO & yes, we're emo-ing.
ROFL, all thanks to philson. he took it. :)

sighs.

♥

babymonster's.

2010-01-17T13:59:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; missing baby monster, badly. :(

Current music ;爱一直存在.

♥ Oh, love. :)
miss baby monster badly. :(
currently, elder brother at home.
waiting for him to leave house & i'm calling baby over.
he wanna sleep @ my house.
idk whys, my bed got so nice to sleep / lie down? O:

HAHA! :)
love baby monster to th maxxxxxxxxzxc. ♥

boreddddddddddddd. :/
let's talk about, school than.
school was fine some days, but overall it's sucks.
every morning must take monitoring form, pink. :x

school today is horrible.
quarrel w two teachers today. .__.
D&T teacher & Form teacher, both of them sucks to th core cans.
they're super unfair towards me, !@#$%^&*()_.
arghhhhhh, don't say about them alrdy.
it's making mie piss-ed off, totally.

& ya. this coming wed, 20thJan2010.
NO SCHOOL! :)
all thanks to our senior, they did well in O's.
well done, seniors. :)

YISHUNTOWN is now offically, AUTONOMOUS.
Big deal? don't think so, LOLS. .____.
must buck up on my studies alrdy.
can't keep thinking of pon-ing school, quitting school & having suspention.
starting to cherish what's around me.

-

Feb mayb i'm going thailand, March mayb i'm going taiwan. :)
don't need to attend school & see those teacher's colour.
great hur, HAHA!
hope ii get my passport done by Feb. :/
if not, ii only can go taiwan. :(

alright, shall go & prepare.
waiting for elder brother to go out.
& baby monster is coming over! :)
super excited, can't wait to meet baby monster.

I'M GOING MAD.
missing boyf too, MUCH.
never be replace. ♥
ii just simply love my baby, soooooo damn much! :)

PICTURES TIME. :)
no comments are needed, thankyoooooooooooooou.

babymonster ; DovenTangWeiNan.
remember our promise? :)
promise aren't mean't to be broken. HAHA!
deeply inlovewith-youu laaaaaaah.
nothing can replace youu, nothing. ♥

babybabybaby.

♥

2010-01-16T19:36:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; in love~.

Current music ; 我比想像中爱你.

♥ you're mine, baby. (L)

firstly, everything was back to normal.
meet up w baby yesterday.
baby used alot ways to cheer mie up & in th end he manage to make mie smile / laugh.
he & his cliques are drinking, baby was kinda drunk. :/
but yet, he still manage to send mie home.
AWWWWWS, sweet. :)

Doven was super loved by Kathrine. ♥
day by day passed, my love for him goes deeper.

Currently, baby is working.
mayb after baby finish work i'm going meet him. :)
& baby keep complain t mie tht he wanna drink oreo crush. :x
ROFL, ii miss him badly har. :'(

haha, messaging w baby lil monster now.
he's damn sweet, he's super good in sweet talks. :)

♥ BOYF, DovenTang.WN!
I've been missing youu, badly.
missing youu, day & night.
apologise for my attitude, yesterday. :(
hope youu learn your lesson, NO MORE NEXT TIME.
if not, ii won't let youu off go easily. :)
hahaha! :x nothing is more important than youu, DTWN.
no one is able to change my love for youu.
ii love youu to th max laaaaaaaarhs, OH BABY. (L)

ohya, today is our 1st week together.
so far, no problems. :)
i'll hold on to youu, don't leave mie. ♥
whenever you're w mie, i'll make every second count.

我比想像中爱你, ILOVEYOUUUUUUUUU.

___.
you're happy w your life now, so am ii.
i've not forgotten youu, cause youu sucks in my life.
ii will remember th bad about youu & not th good thing.
whys? cause, there's nothing good for mie to remember of. AGREE?
& tht's make mie hate youu more & more. SUCKERS!
ROFL, youu know who you're ya.

DTWN! .

♥

2010-01-15T20:04:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; broke down. :'( .

Current music ; Daiyin Mai.

(♥) inlovewith- DTWL ; 10January2010.

hey earthlings, finally back updating my dead blog. :)

quarrel w baby lil monster, yesterday.
broke down on th spot due to some reason. :(
didn't get to meet him yesterday.

Currently, baby is having fever. :'(
worried!~
he's having fever & yet, he insist of going out to work.
he don't even have th strength how to work. (?)

hope cliques of baby's will takekare of him. :x
he didn't have enough sleep alsho. *worried*

ii really don't know what he's thinking.
ii don't seems to understand th whole picture of his's.
what's is in his heart, mind. can someone tell mie?

talked to few of baby's cliques last night. :/
partly, ii regret knowing youu guys.
partly, ii didn't.
ii enjoy th time, slacking w youu guys.
listening to entertainment, jokes.

-

what happen recently?
ii've realize, true friends are getting lesser.
friends are slowly drifting apart. :(
true friends are never apart, mayb in distance but not in heart.

ii need youu, where're youu?
when i'm thinking of youu, what're youu doing?
when i'm crying, are youu crying / laughing?
when i'm alone outside, you're outside having fun?

i'm sick & tired of everything.
God, bring mie th way will youu? :(

-

A great thanks to WeiJie'Didi & Philson'Erzi.
broke down, yesterday.
one korl & immediately came and look for mie.
accompany mie to have my dinner & listening to my crap & nonsense.

& last but not least.
BoonPing, thankyouu.
talking on th phone w him, yesterday.
share all my trouble w him & he clear it all. :)

A GREAT THANKS TO THEM. :)

true friends are hard to come by.
cherish them, hold on to them tightly & don't let go.
don't lose them & regret.
grab it, don't lose it.

ask yourself this question.
who is your true friends?
you're whose true friend.
touch your heart & say. :)

pictures to enjoy. ♥
some overdues picture. :/

anything is possible, once youu choose hope.

♥

lost in th game of, love.

2010-01-07T06:01:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; :'( .

Current music ; 坚持到底.

♥ History are still in my mind.

didn't attend school today. :/
but, as per normal ii woke up at 5am. :x
went to meet my lovelies @ 9am.

slack, slack & slack.
everyday slack & it's super bored cans?
ii need entertainment lur! ):
anyone, anyone? entertain mie, kinda bored. :/

attending school tomorrow, messagemessage! :)
lovelies, friends & co.
ii need your messages! :(
school is so bored. :x

ii feel lost in everything.
once again, i'm lost in th game of love. :(
love is a game which ii can't afford to play.
agree? :/

-

this time you're gone and won't be back again right?
this time, everything its really over.
what's the point of crying everyday?
no matter how many tears ii shed, youu wont be back.
ii thought ii could forget youu, ii thought i didn't like youu anymore, but ii was lying to myself.
ii thought my love for youu would slowly fade, but ii was wrong, it was growing not fading.
youu said you won't leave mie, all those were just lies.
everything's from th starting was a lie. ):
ii couldn't forget those sweet messages that you once send mie.
ii couldn't forget those days which we once had together, those memories.
thanks for all the memories that you have left.
what's the point in me crying for you again & again, while you're enjoying outside?
ii wish ii can rewind the time, ii really regret.
what's the point in saying all this now? youu have already left and you won't be back anymore.
ii remembered once youu told mie that youu will be there for mie whenever ii needed youu.
but where're youu? :(
youu weren't here for mie when ii needed youu. but instead it was others and not youu. whys?
i'm still loving you like how ii used to.
text mie / call mie will youu? sighs, ii miss youu, badly. :'(

-

Pictures shall continue my post. :/

EWWWWWWS,
guess what, ii saw a girl which is super disgusting th cans?
step one pretty & cute. :/
infact she's not. OHMYGAWD!
spoil my mood, cause i'm been disgusted by her. :x
what th helllllllllllllllll. .__.
she never act cute in front of guys one day, she will die like tht.
boys dump her like want her life like tht.
step niah! -.-
what, diediedie.

2010 alrdy ley, girl.
youu haven't die? LOLS.
thought youu say youu wanted? HAHA.

super lame of her.
okay, don't want mention about her alrdy.
thinking of her face make mie puke & feel disgusting. :/

youu think is youu than be it. :D

lost in the game of, love.

♥

fcuking hell. :/

2010-01-04T13:42:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; :( .

Current music ;TongLuemHaiDaiPhiChaiKhonNi.

♥ ii hate youu, arsehole. ):

didn't get to any sleep today. :/
was talking w MONKEEEEEEY just now. :X
he was damn cute cans?
he pei mie chat all th way, how great of him.
HAHA! :)

we both went to prepare @ 5+am.
cause, he have to go work & i've to attend school.
ton at home, boreddddddddd. :/

Actually meeting marcus th.
but, lazy ouh. :/
haven't prepare anything, LOLS.

meeting WeiJie'Di & Jianyong'Di at 6.30am.
smoke, smoke & smoke.
this is what we always do before we go to school.

damn excited right now. ^^
boys are gonna change to long pants, haha.
Wondering how boys gonna look like wearing long pants. O:
some did retain, need t wait for next year than will be there turn wearing long pants.
TOO BAD! :)
still wondering how they will look right now. :DD
Laughhhhhhhhhs, ^-^.

Alright, going get out to meet Friends & co.
& th weather looks like it's going to rain.
Fxcking hell, DAMN COOOOOOOOOLD. :/

LOLS, mummy receive pranks call from Bangladesh. :x
she spoke english & it's damn funny & cute. :)
"who're youu, youu fcuking hell korl mie for what's."
haha, she damn adorable th lur.

Ohya, to th Bangladesh who korl-ed my mummy.
watch out ouh. :X
& youu better stop korl-ing her anymore.
if not, next moment youu kena anything don't blame us. :)

Shall end my post here, bye fxckers.
shall see how nerds is th secondary 1, new student! :)
-

i'm just running away from reality , because ii dont wanna break down again.
ii wanna be happy , but ii doubt ii can be as happy as last time already, sighs.
youu told me to forget youu, you think ii want forget youu jui forget you mehs ?
youu think its so easy? its not, its really hard to forget someone whom you really love.
but ii know i'm still young, when ii grow up, youu won't be the one standing beside me.
so what if ii still love youu? youu wont be back already right?
loving someone doesn't mean we have to be together , seeing you happy , i'm contented.
thanks for all those memories that you left behind, those days were the most happy days.
i'll be waiting for youu silently , ii love youu .

everything have changed, totally.
even youu, OZX.

youu fcuking hell.

♥

back t single.

2010-01-03T21:57:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; :( .

Current music ; 为什么你要离开我.

♥ Once again, I'm single. ):

Went pub yesterday w Ahboy'GanBaby, Cuxin'Korh, Philson'Erzi, WeiJie'Di & co.
AhXiang & Kokwee doesn't want to go.
Drink, Drunk & Drank! :)

Almost drank last night, all thanks to korhkorh.
he keep asking mie to drinkdrinkdrink. :/
HAHA! but, never blame him. :3
cause, ii want forget of him & make myself drunk.

given up on love once again.
boys are bustards, rubbish! :(
not all boys lur, part of them lur.
youu know who you're. :x

CuiXin'Korh & Ahboy'GanBaby promise mie tht they will bring mie out again. :x
CLUBBING, PUB & DISCO. :)
they are super love-d by mie laaaaaaarhs, haha. ♥

school is starting, tomorrow.
fcuking hell, hopefull our class remains th same. :/

gonna get prepare & out ii go.
drinking today, anyone? :)
Drink, Drank & Drunk, BABES!

LOVELIES, FRIENDS & CO. ♥
youu rocks, they sucks. ^-^

Pictures shall do t main talking. :)
-
everything ended just like this, sighs.
everything was just a lie, from the starting till now. nothing was real.
everytime i told myself to move on w my life, but ii always failed.
ii dont know whys, ii told myself, ii can move on w my life without youu, but infact i'm lying.
reading past those messages that you once send me, ii broke down.
ii didn't delete any of your messages, from the day we stead till the day we broke up.
ii never once deleted any of your messages, ii told myself to delete, but ii dont have the courage .
those memories which we once had together, is still in my mind.
everytime my phone rings, ii rush to the phone and see who called, but it wasn't youu.
everytime when ii wake up, ii would see your message, but now no more.
everytime when ii wanted to go home, youu would send me to the bus stop / take cab and accompany me to wait for bus / cab and even gave me a goodbye kiss, but now no more. ):
ii miss youu, ii miss the times when youu called , ii miss those messages that we once send to each other saying baby, ii love youu & stuffs. but now no more already. :(
when i needed you the most, where were youu? i miss youu, youu know? :'(
sighs, why must things become like this? ii dont know, ii really dont know .
ii dont want, ii want the past, when you were there with me whenever i needed youu.
but everything is gone already, who to blame? ii only have myself to blame.
this time, you are gone and wont be back anymore right? sighs, ii miss youu.
ii want to recieve your phone calls once again, ii want to recieve those messages that you once send me, but ii dont have the chance to recieve it anymore, sighs.

can youu hear me?.

♥

no mood. :(

2010-01-01T03:18:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; :( .

Current music ; 只对你说 .

♥ HAPPY NEW YEAR, 2010. :)

went count down at pasir ris park, pub.
went drinking w baby & his friends.
3 tower of beer cost $250+.
ii didn't pay a single cent, thanks to baby's friends. :)

cab down t baby's place @ 4.30am.
cab back, home @ 7pm.
quite fed up w some stuff & ii don't wish t mention about it. :(

time pass super quickly. :(
ii miss baby. ♥
wondering what is he doing right now?

Baby, TJK. ♥
can youu tell mie, what're youu thinking right now?
ii totally, don't know what t do.
ii don't know weather you're serious in this relationship or not?
but, ii hope you're. :(
ii enjoy-ed w youu at th pub, hoped t time will just stop there.
but, it's impossible.
ii feel like crying when ii think of our past, do youu know?
you're far apart from th frist day ii know youu.
what is going on, ii really had no idea.
mayb i'm thinking too much or i'm mayb not.
tears dripping down my cheeks right now, what to do?
youu didn't reply my messages, what're youu doing?
are youu avoiding mie?
did youu thought of my feelings before?
did youu thought of how will ii feel?
ii can tell youu now, youu didn't.
or mayb youu have, ii didn't notice.
but, your feeling toward mie shows mie tht your feeling is fading away.
your feelings tells mie tht you're avoiding mie. :(
your feelings towards mie, cans prove everything.
sighs, ii miss youu badly. do youu? :'(
ii think you're enjoying w your friends outside.
totally forgotten about mie, isn't it?
is everything more important than mie?
ii really don't understand. :'(

只对你说, 我爱你. ♥

-

Ziyin'Mei. :)
ii miss youu truck lots too.
got time come find mie alright?
but, before youu come find mie give mie a message / korl. :)

-

still waiting for baby t reply.
is reply-ing a message tht hard / diff ?
sighs, mayb everything is fated.

ONLY,
god knows one day this will happen, but not humans.
god knows what will happen next, but not humans.

everybody makes mistakes before, even god.
everyone deserve a chance t change, but there's must punishment taken.
think twice before youu do anything.
cherish what youu have now before it's gone. :/

爱一个人, 是一个很容易的事. ♥
可是要找一个真心喜欢 / 爱你的, 是一个很难得东西. :(

-

next monday, school reopen.
fxck school, ii hate school.
didn't bother to buy school books either. -.-
IDIOTIC school, don't feel like attending school alrdy.
sick & bored of school. :/
sian, halfhalf. :s

super stress lur, fcuk. :(
currently, having headache.
alot thing inside my mind, can't get off. >:[
HEADACHE, youu sucks.

everything seems to be changing & changing.
is totally diff from th starting.
Drink, Drank, Drunk! :/
....
..
.
CLUBBING! ii wannnnnnnnnnnnna go clubbing. :'(

Edited.
it's 5.30am & i'm still awake.
whys? cause of him.
don't know what t say lur.

kinda disappointed in everything he did & does. :(
is friends so important? ii think & think, just can't think through.
fed up, stress up & fxcked up.
sighs, going down to smoke. :/
wanna be alone, moodswing.
don't know what t do really.
once again, fail t stay strong. :(

i've received a message & it's says :
start t cherish it when your starting to lose it.
ii agree w it, super.
sighs, but time can't be rewind. :(
-
anyone, anyone who's not asleep yet? :(
entertain mie, ii can't stop crying.
alot thing to let mie stress & stuff.
till now, 5.32am i'm still waiting for his reply.
no reply at all. >:(

when there's love, there's is hurt.

♥

missing baby, badly.

2009-12-29T22:57:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Effing tired.

Current music ; blogsongs.

♥ Irreplaceable.

Currently missing baby badly.
ii miss him, what is he doing now?
ii need him, where is he? :(

he's working, fetching him from work later on. :)
worried about him, super. :(
he doesn't have enough sleep this few days.
worried tht he can't cope on this stuff / work.

JK'Naughty lil baby. ♥
thanks for everything.
i love youu very very much. :)
i'll hold on to your hands & never let go.
youu let mie trust love once again. (L)

ii believe youu, ii trust youu. :)
prove t mie tht there's everlasting relationship in this world.
will youu?

BABY, I LOVE YOU SO TILL FOREVER! [:

TEOJIEKAI'S.

♥

ATTACHED.

2009-12-28T00:14:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; ♥ in love.
Current music ; BlogSongs.

Hey, little earthlings. ^-^

I'm here to tell youu guys, I'M ATTACHED.
NO texting messages so often alrdy.
My baby is super easy jealous th ^-^.

I ♥ my BoyFriend, TeoJieKai.
Baby, big enough? tht's th biggest ii can put. :(
my one & only, boyf. :)
promise aren't meant to broken, baby.
no one can replace youu, TJK. ♥
& baby if you're reading my post right now,
don't be jealous of my past stories alright?
Me, Kathrine will only love youu, TJK. ^-^

boys,
ii won't be reply-ing your messages / answering your phones calls.
ii meant what ii've said.

Shall continue my post. :)

I miss baby. :'(
times files fast when i'm w him, times files slow when i'm isn't w him. :(
meeting baby later on ii think. (?)

Baby ♥,
Remember our promises? :)
must keep inside your deepdeep heart & locked. ^-^
HAHA! love my naughty lil baby. ♥

27December2009.
headed to meet baby at tamp'inter.
than went to Ehub to get our movie tickets.
watched 8.10pm, Avatar w baby.
ii rate th movie, ♥♥♥ / ♥♥♥♥♥.
youu know, ii know uhs. :)

whole movie tooks 3 hours plus, ii think.
baby watch before lerhs, but he insist watching w mie.
lovelove, baby. ♥
after movie, smokesmoke & headed outside escape theme park t find Justin & Clement.
awhile only .___.
bus down tamp to find baby's cousin & friends.
play-ed pokercards, smoke & chitchat until 2.15am.

Accompany baby home & bathe.
3am + went to baby's house near by t cab home.
3.30am ii reached home, everyone is asleep only my didi.
he was playing th wii game tht my daddy brought recently.
mad over th game. -.-

pictures time! :)
pictures shall do th main talking.

ZiYin'Mei,
be guai okay? :)
anything, jie is here for youu.
one phone korl & i'll be there. ♥

Once again, I'm deeply inlovewith-TJK.
he's mine & only! [:
don't snatch w mie, bitches. :)

I ♥ TeoJiaKai. (L)
Love my one & only, baby. ♥

baby, iloveyou.

♥

damn pekchek now.

2009-12-25T06:57:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; ANGRY.

Current music ; 雨愛 .

♥
Hey lil earthlings, MERRY CHRISTMAS. :)
many presents?
if youu don't have one, find mie. I'll give youu one. :D
HAHA! only for my lovelies, friends & co.

spoil my mood, because of one arsehole bitch. :x
ugly fucking bitch, arsehole.

!@#$%^&*()_ , making out all th anger on keyboard.
feel like scolding people, biting people, beating people!
feel like smoking, drinking larhs! ):

Quarrel w mummy again, what t fcuk.
fcuking angry w her alsho lur, support outsider but not own flesh blood daughter?
feel like going out of my house, don't want stay at this bloody kuku house.
how many times youu want ii run home, let mie ask youu?

fine, i'm going out.
don't bother messaging mie.
ii won't reply, i'll be off-ing phone until i've calm down.

wish your mother die, father die, brother die, sister die, everyone related to youu, die.
this is my Christmas present / wish to youu, bloody bitch.

BLOODY BITCH, FCUK OFF FARFAR.

ii hate youu?

♥

I'm a busy lady. :)

2009-12-20T16:58:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; (L).

Current music ; 猜不透.

♥ It's goodbye!

Hey, lil earthlings. :)
I'm finally updating my blog. :x

my blog is half dead & i'm here to alive it. :D
won't be posting all of th pictures today. :/
next time, mayb i'll update.
see weather i'm free / not. :)

okay, let pictures do th main talking.
Shall end my post here. :3
pictures always do th main talking. :)

will be updating those picture which ii take w my beloved lovelies next time. :x

I (L) ALL MY LOVELIES, GANS & FRIENDS. :)

I love youu, still. ♥

ii hate youu?

♥

2009-12-10T08:24:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Faking a smile.

Current music ; Blogsongs.

♥ Start afresh!

Little Earthlings, I'm back blogging. ^-^
Everything's really over.
don't want mention about it alrdy. :(
mayb everything is fated?
mayb we're really not fate to be together barhs. :/
find a suitable girl & last ya.

Alot things happen & ii don't mean to mention it too. :(
Head very dizzy right now, OhMyGawd. :x
Feel like vomiting, those who know th reason whys keep as a secret.
For your information, I'm not pregnant. :)

Single & Unavailable is th best choice, ii think? :x

Ohya!
LittleEarthlings, message mie.
changed phone, lost all contact. :(
& let mie know who're youu in th message. :)

Alright, shall end my post here. :)
shall update all those overdue pictures next time, I'm kinda lazyyyyyy. :(

Tried to stay strong. ♥

ii hate youu?

♥

everything's over.

2009-12-08T22:16:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; sighs :(.

Current music ; XiWang.
♥ Everything's over.

Quarrel, quarrel & quarrel.
1 week, we've quarrel quite a number of times.
& finally decided to break.

Everything's really over.
youu want take medic right? take all youu want.
I'm nobody to youu alrdy, ii can't stop youu.
ii give up, totally.
Just wanna tell youu, ii love youu still.

won't be blogging for sometime. :(
sorry little earthlings.

ohya, LittleEarthlings.
message mie your number & tell mie who're youu.
I've change my phone & lost all contact.

Earthlings, ii need your helps.
who got take medic th?
introduce to mie eh. :/

Drinking? Jio mie along lur. :x
I've promise Wanting'CoupleHeart to go drinking once she's back.
Currently she's at thailand.
ii miss youu, coupleheart. :(

Money, money & money! $.$
Kathrine wants a tattoo badly. :'(
Kathrine wants go drinking.
Kathrine want sehsehseh! :)

Shall end my post here & i'm going out! ^-^
sorry earthlings, I'm kinda mad. Agreeeeee? :)

Once happiness, forever memories. ♥

ii miss youu, badly?

♥

You're mine & only.

2009-11-30T06:45:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Shag :/.
Current music ; BlogSongs.

♥ You're mine & only.

Hey, Little Earthlings! :3
I'm back to blog again. ^-^

Actually, don't feel like blogging. :/
But, ii can't find anything else to make mie stay awake.
Blogging, Watching Television & ChitChat-ing. nothing else :(

Promise Stephanie'Hubby to chitchat w her when she's awake. :)
Hubby must wake up at 5.30am & prepare and everything ready.
her flight is 8.30am must reach there around 6.30am if i'm not wrong.
LOLS, so ii must stay awake in order to accompany her.
when she's awake i'll accompany her, messagemessage until she reach airport.

Stephanie'Hubby,
ii didn't bluff youu wor ^-^.
now th time is alrdy almost 1.30am & i'm still not sleeping.
LoveDieYouu & IMissDieYouu lur.
i'll remember our 约定 th, don't worry.
wake up message mie, ii won't be sleeping. :)
enjoy yourself when you're at china ya. ♥

Currently chitchat-ing w Monkey'SillyBoy. ^-^
He's at his nearby coffee shop drinking w some old uncles.
Confirm drunk th, wanna bet? :)
Actually, don't need bet. He's alrdy drunk .____.
& he's super 可爱 th cans? [:
message mie those weirdweird stuff.
Should be meeting him again, tomorrow night.

Sighs, worry about Philson'Erzi.
He's is currently outside alone. :(
Someone just hurt him deeply.
youu should know who're youu. :/
Youu both are my loves one, ii can't bear to see youu both this way. :'(
what to do? ii can't help much alrdy.
just wish youu two will get together, lastlong.

Whys? Everything seems quarreling w mie. :(
everything just seems to be th opposite of mie.
ii feel tht i'm a failure, super. >;(
ii don't know what to do, youu know?

Shall end my post here & get some medic.
Head hurts. :(
Partly, is because ii don't have enough sleep. :/

Regret didn't cherish th past.
Once happiness, forever memories. ♥

are youu w mie?

♥

I'm waiting.

2009-11-29T18:13:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Controlling my tears.

Current music ; Xi Wang .

♥ I'm waiting.

Hey LittleEarthlings. :)
Sorry for not updating for those past days.
Kinda busy :/
I'm a busy lady ^-^

Oh, Do youu notice something? :/
HAHA! yes, i've change my blog skin.
& it tooks mie hours to done everything. :(
But, worth it! :)
LittleEarthlings, take good care of it alright?

Actually wanted to ask Stephanie'Hubby to help mie find.
But, she's going china tomorrow :(
don't want disturb her, see ii so guai. :x
She will be back on th 12December2009 if i'm not wrong :)

Steph'Hubby,
reached china must takecare of yourself alright? :'(
i miss youu, same goes to _____.
guess youu know who's he. :/
he will be missing youu more than ii do. LOLS :x
reach Singapore, must message mie wor! :3

Yesterday, 28November2009.
Went PasirRis beach not to BBQ & went there to drink .__.
& ii saw him.
ii don't know whether i'll regret or not :(
youu know, youu know (?)
sighs, mayb i'll choose to forget him.
Let's take everything as a dream.

Cried while walking on th beach yesterday.
he came & look for mie, ii hugged him w/o hesitating.
& how ii wish th time could just stop there. :(

Sighs, i'll scare i'll regret again. :(
mayb my erzi & di is correct.
Be single & unavailable :)

JH,
youu've tagging ley.
youu know how worry am ii yesterday? :(
ShaoBin'Daddy told mie everything alrdy.
ii don't know what to say about youu, seriously.
yesterday, did ii message youu & korl youu to korl mie?
Youu read th message, youu did reply but didn't korl.
ii tried my best to korl youu & ii don't know who th fcuk are youu talking to.
can't spend 1 minute talking w mie (?)
can spend th whole night talking to th bitch / bustard? O:
Well done uhs .______.
& once again, ii don't like peoples to threaten mie. :)

Youu know, youu know.
ii super hate people use threatening. :/
Example: Threaten people to stead w youu & stuff. :)

SKIPSKIP, don't want say about threatening.
it will makes mie feel more & more disgusted. :)

*Yawn*, yesterday until now haven't sleep :(
Currently having headache, painpain.
ohyaya, ii've done my manicure alrdy.
mummy paid money for mie to do. :)
For your info, it's not jan it's my RealLife mummy.

I ♥ MUMMY.
I'm mummy's little girl. :)
She's my one & only.
no one cans replace her. ♥

going rest for awhile. :/
eyes getting more & more painful. :(
this few days, didn't manage to sleep well.
& I'm still going out later.
Anything, just message or give mie a korl.

24/7 on for my Lovelies, Friends & co. ♥

Can't control my tears.
Failed to do, everything. ♥

come back t mie will youu?

♥

8 Letters, 3 words & 1 meaning.

2009-11-24T06:03:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Can't smile.

Current music ; Guang Liang - Di Yi Ci .

♥ 8 Letter, 3 Words & 1 Meaning.

Sighs, miss th history.
miss those wonderful memories.
my life is full of regrets :(

Got rush by some people to update blog. :x
LOLS, i'm here updating. Happy? :)

when i'm listening to my current song.
it makes mie think of him :'(
when we're on th bus, listening to this song & hold each other hand tightly.
& promised each other, no matter what's we will be w each other.
Yes, ii promised him.
no matter what's going to happen in th future, i'll still be w him.
this is my promise towards him.

Everything is too late. :'(
there's no chance to go back to th history.
time would'nt rewind back to th history.
I regreted, seriously.

ii need time to heal my wound.
my feeling towards him didn't fade.
he, himself should know who i'm writing to.

sighs, if there's second chance.
i'll hold on to his hand & 永远不放开.
But, there's people out there warning mie.
ask mie to think twice before giving him th second chance. :x
once happiness, forever memories >:(

ii don't know, i'm mess up w my life. :(
ii don't like my own boyf / anyone to control mie.
not even my parents, friends.

ii like freedom, pampered & not control by others.
those who knows mie well enough, youu guys should know.

single is th only choice? :/
Cause, ii choose freedom more than pampered. :x
Single & Unavailable mayb is th only choice.

still having headache about relationship. :(
Single / Attached (?)
Forget it, shall wait for my Mr.Right to arrived. :)

Fate comes and go, Luck comes and go.
when will my fate & luck come myside? :(
ii need youu, Fate & Luck! :'(

Sighs, don't know what to do.
I'm a cry baby :'(
cried one corner, whole mind is blank.
can't think of anything, can't stay strong.
I'm a failure (?)
ii always ask myself, should ii continue living / ii should not.
my answer is, blank. :(

Can someone, tell / teach mie?
ii really need someone to guild & hold on to mie & never let go. :(

Shall end my post here & get some space for myself.
If ii continue this way, i'll be mad / crazy for sure. :(

JT,
everything is in th history.
let go of mie before youu get deeper hurt.
ii don't wish to hurt youu either.
Let go, is th only choice.
no matter what's we're still friends.
Forget mie, forget everything.
Give yourself a chance, ii believe youu will get a suitable stead.
don't give up, don't look down on yourself.
youu cans th, believe mie.
stay strong :) take good kare of yourslf alright?
don't keep getting into fights & stuff.
ii don't want to see youu got hurt. :'(

&

RNQS,
i'll will reconsider weather to turn up on th 28Novemeber.
not because jeff, is because of youu.
ii don't want to see youu emo-ing.
& ii don't want to remember of th past, th history.
it's really hurtful :(
no matter when, where.
ii will suddenly think of your history & tears will roll down my cheeks.
even now, ii can't control.
I failed to do everything. :'(

Tears dripping down my cheeks.
I can't hang there anymore. ♥

where're youu?

♥

Don't go away.

2009-11-23T20:52:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Faking a smile :(.

Current music ; 命中注定 .

♥ Don't go away.

Totally lost mood :'(
what really happen to mie? :/
life for mie, are getting bitter & harder.
ii really don't know what to do, can anyone teach mie?

This few days, ii kept going one corner & cry.
even now, ii still feel like crying. :(
ii don't know how much longer can ii live in this world.
peoples, if one day i'm no longer in this world ..
please, take good care of yourself & friends around youu.

Cherish things & peoples youu have now before it's gone.
Grab them w your both hands & never let go.
You'll regret for sure, if youu don't grab them tightly now.

Currently, tears rolling down my cheeks. :'(
wipe & wipe, what else?
There's nothing else ii can do, except crying.
I'm a useless girl, ii don't know everything only crying.

Parents, Lovelies, Friends & co.
will youu be by myside when ii need youu?
touch your heart & tell mie your answer.

Just went down to find Daniel'Friend, Philson'宝贝Erzi, JianYong'GanDi & WeiJie'GanDi.
Cried at playground :(
before they came, ii cried.
when they arrived ii wanted to hide from them but, i've fail :'(
Sorry guys, make youu guys worry for mie. Apologise! :(

Boy, is sniffing glue tht fun? O:
ii believe youu didn't sniff it because you're stress / what so ever.
ii believe you're addicted.
Like Me & Philson told youu, no one can stop youu from sniffing glue only yourself.
not even your parents nor my parents can help.
all of us wants youu to change & not repeat.
we are still your friends no matter what's. :)
change & don't repeat your mistakes.
everyone makes mistakes not only youu.
but, most of them did change.
youu must be like them, not like those people who makes mistakes & never change.
We all really wish youu will change & never repeat your mistakes AGAIN.
though, you've broke your promise today.
But, ii hope no NEXT TIME.
we believe youu & we trust youu.
Anything give us a korl, we're gald to be your listening ears.
don't make us hate youu, don't break your promises & our trust to youu.
Youu should know who're youu ^^.

Philson'Erzi, WeiJie'GanDi, 24/7 on your phone ya! [:
Don't worry, i'll on it 24/7 for my lovelies & friends. ^^

RNQS,
don't blame jeff.
he didn't really meant to guailan youu. :/
ii know, he force youu to look & my blog.
but, is alright if youu don't.
ii didn't force youu & i'll korl tht bustard not to.
So, feel free to look IF youu want. :)
This coming sat will we meet? ii hope so. :(

Really wish to go back to th History, th past.
those wonderful memories tht we've in th past. :(
ii miss those times, ii really do.
ii tried & tried to stay strong but everytime ii tried i'll fail. >:[

Tears rolling down my cheeks again & again.
Can't hang it much longer.♥

where're youu when ii need youu?

♥

Your Daily Essence.

2009-11-22T07:48:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Sad :'( .

Current music ; Don't go away .

♥ Your Daily Essence.

Hey, Little Earthlings i'm back. :#
Tired, tried & tired :/

Went bugis shopping today, met HuiHui. :)
she's working there, LOLS.
not bad uh ._. she quite hardworking, 加油 ya.

HAHA! hmmm, ya. :x
Brought one dress & shorts.
But, not from HuiHui's shop. :(
Sorry sister, cause there's nothing ii like there. >:(

Money, money & money! $.$
ii need money :'( can't find jobs & now a days is fxcking hard to find. :(
But, YuTing manage to help mie find! Thank, girl. :)

Hmmmms, but ii want go out w Friends & co. :(
they brings lots of laugher, smile.
whenever i'm sad they will try their best to cheer mie up, no matter what's.
so, ii must spend more time w them.

All thanks to ♥ : Philson'GanErzi, Daniel'Bodyguard, WeiJie'GanDi, JianYong'GanDi, DingLi'Classmate & Stephanie'GanHubby.
Seriously, they didn't fail to cheer mie up. :3
PEOPLES, i love youu manymany ♥ ^^.

Going out w Friends & co again tomorrow! [:
LOLS, is like going out everyday w th same group. :x
HAHA! our group rocks ya :)
First time being ThickSkin wor, LMFAO.

anyways, i've lied to my lovelies. :(
& she's is my CoupleHeart, Wanting.
She asked mie weather i'm alright or not.
CoupleHeart, i'm sorry i've lied.
I'm not alright. >:[
Youu told mie to stay strong but, i've failed to.

Philson'GanErzi told mie a sentence, youu can lie to mie / others but, not yourself.
ii agree w him & ii nearly cried at th moment. :'(

Shall end here & going chitchat w Friends & co on Msn.
Won't be sleeping so early, anything youu can tell mie on Msn / message mie.
Handphone on 24/7 for my Lovelies, Friends & co.
So, ya. Anything youu guys can message mie & tell mie. :x

RNQS,
it doesn't matter if youu look at my blog or not.
it's isn't important to mie, LOLS.
just some simple warning & stuff.
warn youu about your current girlf :/
ya, mayb ii should'nt care cause is not related to mie.
but, it's for your own safety.
Listen or not up to youu, ii can't control youu.
I'm nobody to youu, nor everyone's.
So, be careful. :x
ii don't want to irritated youu, so yaya.
Youu know, ii know :)
hope to see youu on th 28 Novemeber 2009. ^^
if youu don't feel like going, is okay.
Just hope to see youu on tht day, alright? :(
Like ii said before, anything message mie.
I'll reply for sure, not matter how late. :)
this my promise to youu.

Hope time really could be rewind. :'(
I'm missing him day by day.
Can't do anything either :(
He don't belongs to mie & he's belong to his girl.
Hope god can put mie to th History, life for mie is getting bitter day by day.
If ii can choose to go back th History, I'll will.
I'll choose to be w him once again.
No matter how hard th life mayb, tht's my choice.
But, is impossible for sure. :(
ii didn't regret being w him in th past, although his ex all did.
But, ii did not.

Tears falling w/o any controling, once again.
Failed to stay strong.♥

ineedyou.

♥

2009-11-21T18:59:00.000-08:00

Current mood:Hyper :3

Current music: Sugar.

♥ LOVE, th greatest gift.

Currenly at Philson'Erzi, house.

Around 2 plus, JianYong'Di & Philson'Erzi came under my block to meet mie w their bikes.

Headed to Broadway to buy Cigg & went there to have drinks.

LOLS, at 4.45am we left & headed to Erzi's house. :/

& i'm here blogging! :)

Erzi's whole family is at home, sleeping. :x

Weijie'Di just came back from Singapore General Hospital.
When he's on th way to ChongPang, 100plus.
he geikang, go do stunt on th way.
in th end, fall & need to do 8 stiches on th knee. :(
sad case for him. :/
Hope he's alright uhhs ._.

Going home around 7 - 8am.
Cause i've lion dance in th afternoon. :#
LAZY, LAZY & LAZY! :(
So, didn't manage to sleep tonight again.

LOLS, shall post again when ii reach home. :/
I MISS HIM LAAAAAAARHS. :'(

guess he's sleeping at his moment.
shall wait for him to wake up & let's see weather he will message mie or not :)

Idiot,
I've been thinking & thinking.
guess youu go find a better girl than mie alright?
I'm sure youu can, Jiayouus.
I'm always your Fool ^^.
stay strong in everything youu do alright, boy?
everything are in th past alrdy :(

♥ will be continue when i've reached home.

Current mood ; Effing Tired :/ .

Current music ; 半情歌.

♥ Your Girl, Kathrine.

Hey Little Earthlings, i'm finally home. :x
LOLS, my troupe rocks! :) , peoples, you're great.
going be joining back to guys soon :3
sorry for not attending youu guys quite long alrdy :/

Left th place around 10plus & headed to buy cigg.
Slack, slack & slack. :/
on th way , Daniel carry mie all th way home.
LOLS, kinda tired than he carry mie all th way.
Thank, boy [:

Currently eating MacDonald.
LOLS, daddy brought for mie, Didi & Mummy ^^.
Shall end my post here & eat daddy's brought mie th MacDonald. [:

RNQS,
everything had ended between youu & mie.
our storys are in th history alrdy.
but i'm being silly & stupid, sighs. :(
Forget it, everything is i'm willing you're not.
Heard tht you've girlf alrdy & youu didn't see her before.
only normal chitchat & one of her picture.
don't know weather th picture is true or fake. -.-
Boy, be careful alright? :(
will get to see youu on th 28November, ii want to see your true smile & not fake.
ii don't want to have any misunderstanding between youu & mie.
anything message mie & let mie know.
24/7 on ^^, ii promise youu.

♥ Regreted everything, ii don't cherish th past. & i'm fcuking regret. :(
Can time be rewind & let mie leave in th History?
I was ii can, but ii know is impossible :'(
I've tired to stay strong but, i've failed.
Tears dripping w/o controling >:'[

you're a Bastard.

♥

2009-11-20T13:25:00.001-08:00

Current mood ; Stress :/ .

Current music ; TianHui .

♥ They call me, Kathrine.

I'm still stress up about life.
Single / Attached is better ? :/

If youu like to be pampered, attached is better.
If youu like to be free, single is better.

Laughs, ii prefer to be pampered & free :(
LOLS, but ii only can choose one. ARGHHH :x

Idiot seems busy now a days. :'(
no longer feel his love, care & concern.
didn't meet him for quite a few days alrdy.
I miss Idiot, badly. ♥

Feel tht he's no longer ii used to know in th starting. :(
everything seems changing around mie.
He didn't message mie until ii started messaging him.
he isn't this way when ii first knew him.
Everything was a dream isn't it? >:(

Was wake by Cythnia in th morning, 8.00am :x
i've to pass her money, LOLS.
didn't manage to go back to sleep as i'm imaging things. :/

Later in th afternoon still have to settle thing w th b!tch.
she's old enough & still want quarrel w mie ? unresonable.
i've all th reason to shot her back, fcuking pekchek talking about her.
Later still have to face her, ii confirm diao her all th way :)

At night, will be working w Stephanie'Hubby. :x
Kinda lazy, but i've promised her tht i'll accompany her.
I'mma a good Wifey wor! :)

OHYA, ii want to congrats Leslie & Nana.
they're going to be Father & Mother alrdy.
Nana is pregnant! [: 6weeks, 3 days. [:
hope when they give birth, th baby will be chubby & healthy. (:
How jealous of them, although they last for 2 month plus only.
long path ahead for them, GET MARRIED SOON YAH. >:}

LOLS, i'm jealous! :(
Baby is so adorable & cute, don't know whys ii like baby so much. :/
Addicted to babies ♥

Work, work & work! $.$
need money, ii wants a TATTOO ♥
tattoo rocks her life! :)
who have job lobang introduce? Currently, doing icecream.
Other than IceCream & Flyers do youu have other works lobang?
Add mie in msn if youu have, thankyouu.
pig_meimei@hotmail.com! [:

i'm missing idiot super badly :'( .♥

iloveyou.

♥

2009-11-19T15:36:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Sleepy :( .

Current music ; 理想情人 .

♥ P.S, iloveyou.

Laughs! [: youu know, youu know. (?)
i've not been sleeping since yesterday till now. :'(

Idiot message mie at 6.45am & ask mie when i'm awake spam korl him.
he told mie tht, he's important stuff to tell mie. LOLS! :/
he told mie something happen when he's at his friend's chalet , wth -.-
those guys go out forget to bring their eyeball (s) out uhs. :x

want fight, don't fight w my idiot lur.
StupidAssholes, see before youu guys fight cans?
& please, don't keep your eyeball (s) at home.
or youu guys just brought one side to th chalet ?
bigger group can bully a smaller group mehs :/

!@#$%^&*()_
ARGHHHH, angryangry.
It's unfair to my idiot nehs :'/

Currently idiot is at home, sleeping.
ii lied to him tht i'm going to bed but in fact i'm not. (:
if not he won't go sleep th. :/
hope when he's awake his body won't be so painful as just now. :'(
*heartpainpain.*

I apologies to Idiot.
can't be by his taking care of him. :'(
sighs, later he still need to go find his taoeh.
explain to him, what happen at pasir ris. :x

Later, later mayb going find erzi.
he didn't sleep th whole night alsho.
LOLS! like mother, like son. :)

Currently eating maggiemee & drinking Vitasoy. :X
can't manage to eat finish th maggiemee, LOLS.
i'm full alrdy.
guess when idiot is awake his stomach will be empty.
idiot, remember go eat wor. :x

Shall end my post here. :/
Idiot promised mie, when he's awake he will message mie. :)
I miss my idiot, badly. :'(

someone, if you're unhappy w mie come in front of mie & say.
don't hide behind th screen & bark. -.-
your parent's didn't give youu a name ?
LOLS, let mie help your parents. [:
DOG, only dogs will hide behind th screen & bark.
no one invited youu here, unhappy w mie well youu may just fuck off from here.
if youu want continue barking, i'll be waiting for youu.
youu jealous i've a loving & caring idiotj?
ohwell, guess no one wants youu? (:
too bad nor, want ii introduce some for youu ? :)
not happy, come out talk.
shall not waste my time on youu, nameless dog.

i'm missing IdiotJ again & again :'( .♥

iloveyou.

♥

2009-11-18T06:10:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Bored, Bored & Bored.

Current music ; 心墙.

♥ Naive.

Hello Little Earthlings! :3 Me, KathrineLaw is here blogging again.
Do youu know th reson why i'm blogging? O:
(!) Earthlings , guessguess ^^v.
those person who are correct shall win a COOKIE. [:

Die, die. :'/
I miss idiot more & more.
Missing him badly , for no reason.
He's at his friend's chalet now, can't text / call him.
even though he replied only few words or stuff. -.-
youu know whys, cause he's super busy there.
he will be tonning at his friend's chalet @ pasir ris.

LOLS! Bored, bored & bored. :/
Real life Didi is currently sitting beside mie playing dota.
Dota , Dota & Dota. -.-
is dota really tht fun? O:
he can keep playing & forget about sleeping, Zzz.
Same goes to Philson'Erzi, he's super smart.
He can don't sleep for 2 - 3 days just to play Maple & stuff.
Midnight he will message youu & ask youu weather you're asleep or not.
Be careful , he might just message anyone whom he likes / happy.

So, Little Earthlings.
Off your handphone before you're asleep, don't put near youu.
Don't let those peoples to disturb youu while your sleeping ^^.

Didn't manage to sleep while this few days, don't know why. :(
& now a days, keep raining.
th weather is so fxuking cold , ARGHHH. :x
Dear Little Earthling, remember to bring umbrella / jacket if you're going out.
in case , there's raining & stuff. :)

soon or later, i'll go visit a doctor.
Getting more & more ill if ii continue to get wet under th rain.
Currently having flu );

Before ii end my post , i'll message idiot again.
Let's see weather he will reply or not . ;/

No, he didn't replied mie. :'(
alright, shall wait for his reply while watching television.
he stupid idiot! Ignore him than he know. :x

will update more pictures next time, i'm quite LAZY! ):
LOLS, shall end my post here & ii go spamspam idiot alrdy.

i'm missing idiot again :( .♥

you're a B!tch.

♥

2009-11-17T15:25:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; Freaking Tired ! ):

Current music ; DAVID GUETTA FT AKON - Sexy B!tch.

♥ .

Freaking tired alright!
can't get to sleep ):
Eye bag is getting bigger & bigger , seriously .
everyday keep continue this way i'll go crazyyae , for sure -'-
tried going back to sleep but , failed >:(
PANDA EYES , ii must remove.
Facial, Facial & Facial! ii need youu ):

Currently chatting w IDIOT in msn .
he can't get to sleep either (:
LOL , weird uhhhs ._.
hmmms , we are kinda weird person! ^-^
both of us wanted to get back to sleep but can't .

Stupid IDIOT! ♥
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he think he 可爱 nor ! ^-^
tell youu guys one secret , actually he's cute lur :3
peoples, don't get jealous yeahs! [:

Going for a movie today , WOOOOOH .
long time nehber go watch movie alrdy , finally there's chance .
grab this chance before it's gone.
go where watch , watch what show (?)
don't tell youu , happy guessing / finding out.
tell mie if youu find out , ii treat youu eat cookie! ^-^

No pictures for today cause, LAZY!
Pictures shall be updated next time.
Having headache now ): at th same time, my eye is hurtful & painful.
Idiot asked mie to rest for awhile , ii don't want.
Idiot ownself alsho don't want rest, ask mie rest. LOLS! (:

Mayb later i'm going find IDIOT? Ohgawds , ii miss him ):
meet him must go until so far ):
IDIOT , bullybully larhs )':

guess you're reading my blog right now , rightright ? :3
*touched* (?) youu owe mie one , IDIOT. ♥

PEEEPOOOS, DON'T GET JEALOUS WOR! {:
jealous , go cry for your mama & papa than.
ii won't kare, unless you're someone important to mie .
( important : gans , lovlies , beloved , idiot & YOUUYOUUYOUU )
think th youu is youu ? than be it. (:

Okay now, shall end my post here.
I'm waiting for Idiot to read finish my blog & we shall continue chatting. LOLS! (x

Our promise will always be vaild. (L)
LoveIsBlind.♥

miss youu .

♥

2009-11-14T21:32:00.000-08:00

Current mood ; confuse ,

Current music ; 会好好过.

♥ .

Obviously, Kathrine's here to blog again :3
had been out for th past few days , so didn't manage to blog.

this few days , quite stress up about relationship .
single / attached is better ? ;/
Confuse~ :C

CLICK TO ENLARGE! :#
Pictures shall do th main talking ^^v .
pictures always do th main talking . [:
-anws , no comments are needed . Thankyouu :3

Paiseh , there's alot of overdue pictures . >;[
I'm too busy to update all th pictures up & finally today ii manage to have time to blog.
cause last night , quite of them ton & ii only manage to sleep at 4am .
ii think , they're awake right now.
gotta prepare & out ii go! {:

but , first ..
have to plan where are we going today (?)
nehberminds , let them decide . >;]

Confuse .

♥

2009-10-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Tears rolling w/o controling .
Current music ; 手放开

♥ Love is a game , which i cannot afford to play.

hey earthlings ! :3
Obviously, I'm here to blog again .
alot things happen through this days , although ii haven't totally forget & let go of ____.
but , i'm still willing to try my best .
ii love youu still & yet ? you're not ..

ii really have to thanks those people who really do care & concern about mie .
THANKYOUU , c:
(L): Stephanie'Hubby , Beekeow'Sister , Siyu'Sister , Milton'Friend , BaoXian'Sister , WeiJie'GanDi , Philson'Son , Nic'GanNinabei , JianYong'GanDi , Daniel'Friend , SeHow'Friend , JiaYang'Laogong & YongHao'GanBoyf .

thanks for begin there for me whenever i'm sad . didn't meet some of you for a very long time already , do meet up soon alright . anything , i would always be there for you guys . Love youu guys truck lot . ♥
a great thanks to all my beloved ones which there names are on this post.

-did ii left out anyone ? message mie & let mie know .
as youu guys know ii have short theme memory ):
but ii remembered this are those important people in my heart .

________:
boy , ii guess youu have go on w/o mie .
youu're still as happy as after w your sisters & brothers around .
not to worry , i'll go on w/o youu .
since , youu cans do it whys can't ii ? [:
Let go of youu , is th best choice .
i'll hurt myself more , if ii don't let go of youu .
just remember , anything happen youu can let mie know .
i'm gald to be your listening ear {:
we're still friends aren't we ? :3

there's alot of overdue pictures [:
but ii won't be posting it today , cause i'm going out soon .
meeting someone's parents later on .
pictures will be post as soon as possible alright ? (:

ii realise ii hate youu alot.

♥

2009-10-24T04:30:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Missing Baby , GLTS! ): .
Current music ; 如果我变成回忆 .

[♥] miss boyf! super }:
I've been thinking of youu , recently.
I miss you very badly ):
I thank baby for your understanding , believe & trust [:
Baby , ILoveDieYouu lur! {:
Meet up soon , GLTS! :D

[there 18 of us , where's th one more (?) missing , REPORT POLICE!
LOL , fake -.- he's AhDi'GanBaby he was th photographer for th day {:]

Let's Talk about 25October2009!

went to OldChangiHospital [:
th place freak mie out, cans ? ._.
luckly , baby was w mie (: ILOVEHIM lur.
but , one part ii was totally freak out .
when th mockmock is near / close to youu , youu will feel cold instead .
ii feel cold behind baby , th mockmock is just behind him ):
OhMyGawd , TOTALLY FREAK OUT! ;x
baby saw quite a number of them & most of them are near him .
I'm just beside him holding on to him as tight as possible. LOL :3

After exploring th whole OldChangiHospital we went to OldSportHall .
OldSportHall have alots of blood stains on th floor ..
baby told mie is red paint , ii diedie alsho don't believe .
-dry blood stain.
OldSportsHall don't have as many mockmock as OldChangiHospital .
youu know whys ? ii don't know , LOL .
- ask them nor . [:

After wondering around th whole OldChangiHospital & OldSportHall ..
we went to take cab back to hougang, we're th last to take . };
sleepy!~
went in th cab , had a nap on baby's shoulder .
Reached GreenMall everyone had their supper but not mie , i'm GOD (: as if~
after eatting , chitchat awhile & headed to JiaYang'GanLaoGong's house .
TONTONTON! >;]

26October2009's TURN!

baby leave JiaYang'GanLaogong's house super early .
He have work but he still insist of tonning w mie on th 25October2009 .
LOVELOVE , GLTS! [:
jealous ? go cry for your mama than .
Mie & Jiayang'GanLaoGong sleep until AhDi'GanBaby reached in th afternoon .
wanted to continue sleeping , but AhDi'GanBaby doesn't allow. }:
10 minutes later , we left w/o telling JiaYang'GanLaogong .
-sorry laogong , go w/o telling youu . we see youu sleep until so soundy don't wanna disturb youu >;[

Bus-ed to CompassPoint w AhDi'GanBaby .
than take 161 & he went home , ii take 161 to WoodlandRegInter.
wanted to meet Jan'GanMummy & she last minute someth happen and we can't meet ):
nehbermind , headed home .
Bathe & prepare , outoutout [:
went to meet classmates & friend(s).
headed to sembawang beach & planned to ton .

WeiJie'GanDi leave @ 1plus .
Mie & Pilson'GanSon leave @ 3 plus .
cab to my house & son walked home .

27October2009 , Today.

QUARRELQUARRELQUARREL~ ):
quarrel w parents AGAIN , cried -.-
father gone crazyyyea, wth . O:
anyhow beat & kick mie ):
throw things on th ground , break things ._.

things are back to normal after all th crying day & night ,
after all th throwing stuff & after all th kicking & beating ):

sick & tired of everyth lerhs .
what they wanna from mie (?)

17th , INEEDYOUU! 3:

boy , sometime ii don't understand th whole picture of your's .
sometime youu treat mie very cold sometime won't ):
promises aren't meant to break , their meant to do .
their kept inside my heart deepdeep, locked.
meet up soon alright , LOVE MY ONE & ONLY GLTS!

GLTS, i(L)youu !

♥

I'M 17TH♥

2009-10-19T03:44:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Tired.
Current music ; 簡簡單單.

I'm here to tell youu guys , I'M ATTACHED (:
congrats mie yeahs :D , LOL .
I'm attached to GabrielLimTzeShaun on th 17thOctober2009 ; 1050 (L)

Ton for 4 days didn't manage to sleep at all ):
quarrel w parents again & again -.-
i'm really sick & tired of quarreling ._.
tht's whys ii ton for 4 days , OHMYGAWD .

meeting baby later @ bishan! [:
miss him truck lotlots lur >;[
once again , ILOVEBABY!
HAHA! baby won't blame mie th (: ii think (?)

OHYA , just wanna tell someone : _____(s) [quite a number]
guys , i'm gab's girl not your's .
youus guys are super irritating cans ?
youu guys like mie & tht's your problem not mine .
ii only know th only one in my heart is GLST! :D
want make us break up ? Dream on peepooos . [:
mayb lur , in your dream youu cans ..
but wake up peepooos , we're not in th dreamland / LALAland lor . ;x
you're are not young either , use your brains to think cans ?
if not , use your butt . (:
but , ii believe your butt is smarter than your brain mannnnnxzc {:
please lur , stop disturbing mie .
讲来讲去 , ii still GLTS's girl 而不是你的. >;]
understand ? if youu guys wanna waste on mie ii just can do one thing ..
& tht's ignoring youu guys .
give up is th best choice barhs , since i'm attached already .
ii just wanna be GLTS's girls & no one else {:
don't give up th whole forest because of one tree which is attached .___.

17th (L) ,
baby uh ._.
don't keep having problem outside alright ?
kinda worried about youu , everytime youu didn't reply my text & korl ):
yesterday still go fight w bunch of dog(s) .
ii know , youu & JiaYang'GanLaoGong very fit but still i'll worry th right ? }:
*sayang (: , promise not to fight w people unless is really needed .
GLST , ILOVEYOUU !

PEEPOOOOS , WISH US LASTLONGLONG YEAHS (:

GLST, i(L)youu ! <3s>

♥

2009-09-19T02:59:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Tired / Shag D:

Current music ; 没有你的日子我真的好孤单.

KATHRINE is back blogging , finally -.-
sorry earthlings for not updating my blog & ii know is like kinda dead .___.
LOL , all thanks to Jan'Mummy again .
she's th one who ask mie to update when i'm freaking lazy & tired . ):
she keep complaining to mie tht she wanna take photo(s) from my blog .
cause , all th pictures are w mie . HAHA! [:

OhMyGawd , exam is here . ;x
nehneh lur , didn't even study at all cans ? D:
Faith in FAIL-ING .
peepoos pass w flying colours , i'm diff! (:
FAIL w walking colours. [I'm nonsense! ]
Math confirm fail 100% stampstamp .
English should be will pass all give away question , quite easy .
w/o studying will pass tht's a MIRACLE ;D
must buck up lur , ii don't want retain . :C

Heading to Hougang w mummy later on.
But first i've to get prepare , cause until now ii haven't done anything .
just , blogging . [as my laobu ask mie to do so .]
I'MMA GOOD NUER , see this mummy (?)
HAHA! :B
after going to Hougang , mayb will be heading to woodlands [Gary's Place]
still need bring top-up card for him cans ? LOL . ;x

& ii pray , hope everything will be alright to yuenhe & yaochen .
they are going court today , i'm still waiting for his phone korl to see weather he's alright or not .
most percentage will be postpone to next few week(s) .
than , sentence ): hope th judge will give chance to him & YaoChen.
mayb will be 2years inside Boy's Home .
hope th judge will give lesser barhs D:

YaoChen & YuenHe ,
ii hope everyth will go smoothly to youus guys . (:
youu guys will be alright for sure .
Stay strong , don't give up! [:
thanks for all th laughter , jokes tht youu guys have share w mie .
*Miss youu guys! although ii know youus guys not long but still miss lur! ):
-LiZhen , don't jealous uhs! (: HAHA!

Pictures time (!) overdue pictures will be post alsho .
[mummy is time for youu to grab it! LOL.]

Pictures will talk th words (:
no comments are needed , THANKS! Enjoy (L)

-

-

Tired! ):
need to prepare already .
will try to update often , i'mma BUSY lady youu know! (:
super fed up by someone cans ? ):

-
once again , i'm not for youu to scold . -.-
ASSHOLE ! nahbuey , fucking hate youu more & more larhs horhs.
ii really don't understand youu cans? what th fcuk are youu thinking right now ?
youu are super unresonable cans ? -.-
what youu wanna th ._.
Let's walk our own way larhs horh .
tht's all, bye!

Sigh , ii need youu by myside )':

INLOVEWITH-KATHRINE,

♥

2009-09-16T02:20:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Feel like giveing up.
Current music ; - .

Currently, at Hougang green lan shop w Jan'Mummy.
Quarrel w RL'Marmie yesterday , infacts is th whole family ):
got 3 slaps by my RL'marmie ysterday , pain bodohs . -,-
will be tonning again today w ______ [ don't know who yet C: ]
don't feel like staying at home .
given up on everyth .. D:
don't know what am ii thinking / doing .
can someone teach mie , what to do ? >:(

OHYAYA , congrats to Jan'mummy yeahs .
last long w daddy yeahs . (L)
everyone , let's congrats her (:
going to fiind daddy later on to drinkdrink .
ii make sure ii drunk myself !
ii don't want think so much .
if not ii going eat panadol again , just eaten one :/

who to ton w? considering O:

I'll shall end my post here , no mood .
anything message mie than , won't be posting so soon barhs .

: _________
whys are youu treating mie so cold?
sigh , ii don't know what to do . ):

PEEPOOOOS , WISH THEM LASTLASTLONG (:

marmie, ihateyou

♥

2009-09-14T21:20:00.000-07:00

Current mood ; Tired ;C .
Current music ; HaruHaru .

Heyhey earthlings , i'm FINALLY updating as Jan'Marmie told mie to do so (:
Currently at Gary's shop rotting :c
Marmie & Gary went for lunch , don't feel like eating so didn't tag along [:
as for those people who knows mie long enough they will know th reson {:

Can't smile often ):
Quarrel with parents this few days . >;[
Damn fxcked up with them cans ?
Didn't attend school since school reopens ;x
school seriously sucks to th core mannnnxzc -.-

Let's talk about today , forget th unhappy stuff & start afresh . [;
awake @ 5.20am & consider weather should ii go school or not .
decided not to go school at 6.30am after bathing .
Messaged Collin , Gary & Jan'Marmie ..
Collin decided to fetch mie under my block using his friend's bike .
so went to prepare while he's on th way here.
waitwaitwait , times files .. wait until 9am & he's finally arrived -.-
he fetch mie to his house & i'm freaking tried .
9.15am Jan'Marmie arrived .
went to Collin's room to watch movie w Jan'Marmie & one more guy .
Yixing & Collin sleeping while we're watching & laughing .

saw Collin sleep untill so soundly , decided to go Gary's shop w/o his notice.
He's not enough sleep nor , still want come fetch mie . *touchtouch*
& cab to Gary's place (:
he brought lollipops for mie & Jan'Marmie [:
okayokay , ii'm freaking tried right now. Shall get some rest ! {:
i'll try to blog often alright ? :}

MARMIE , see this ! NUER (HEART) YOUUUUUU ;D

bitcha! ihateyouu manzx ,

♥

2009-08-04T05:21:00.001-07:00

Current mood ; ARGHHH .
Current music ; CookieJar .

HeyHey , i'm back!
Here to save my blog alive , it's so dead -.-
Sound very hyper isn't? but , you're wrong .
I'm not hyper today at all D:
a lot things happen today .
Quite fed up w some stuff either .

Let's don't talk about th history & talk about todaytoday!
a bit hyper after see-ing someone's blog ! (:
Didn't attend school for today .
ii didn't attend school for weeks ..
Randomly attend school , i'm weird isn't ? C:
Actually ii want-ed to go school & was planning to be late .
& meet-ed keeren as we promised yesterday night .
7.30am , weijie's house downstairs can't be late & he agree .
Waited & waited with Weijie untill 8plusplus .

Headed to weijie's house with anger.
LOL ;X , slack at his house & watched NC16 movie ;/
JackNeo's movie , th movie is funny th cans ?
thenthen order McDonald as we are hungry .
after eating around 12 pm headed to polyclinic to see doctor .
ii paid $7.50 for 3(s) days MC , weijie paid $18+ for 2(s) MC. [he's not singaporean, tht's why!]
ii didn't ask for MC , but weijie did . I'm LUCKY ;D
back to weijie's house again ;x
waited for Irfan, Gotham & Keeren to come to weijie's house .

something happen D:
Sigh ~ can't believe it manzx ..
when they reached they told mie about "her".
got fed up with her , totally .
she's my best friend (LAST time) now she tell mie she do this kind of stuff )':
This problem will be reported to th principal instead of settling between us .
"her" mother want to report & make this big , so let her be .
is not our fault , she's th one who started it .
we not to blame c: she is ! [:
she will be th one who is paiseh , not us . {:
Totally disappointed in her manzx .

Headed home to change , keeren & weijie followed .
ask them to wait at th stairs & saw-ed Dave, Hanwen & My RL'brother at my house playing dota .
not th first time -.- , so changed & went out .
Jan'Hotmail ; Marmie was under ,my block waiting for mie .
so rush-ed down to meet her (:
Went to block 350 to wait for Xylon , Irfan & Gotham .
Headed down to Yishunpark & slack , puffpuff.

thenthen .. Binxiang & JiaQin promised to come & look for us yesterday .
but , in th end .. they went down for songka.
Binxiang didn't went down due to some reson .
forget it , not frist time either .
but , quite fed up . we waited for hour(s) cans ?
We are at Yihunpark & ants are hungry .
Nehminds , forgot to take CD(s) @ weijie's house .
[Boys over flowers] , headed back & take .
After tht went back home & i'm right here blogging.

*13th of August going Marus'DaKorhkorh's son 1st month in earth !
WELCOMEWELCOME ;D he's so adorable lo .
*things have ended , some thing are lies . IHATEYOUU MANZX

blogger got something wrong quite pekchek blogging !
ARGHHH , blogger making mie go NUTS .
but stil have to make my blog ALIVE [:
Watching boys over flowers right now , imma busy woman canzx ?
be back blogging when imma free & when ii feel like blogging.
BYE earthlingggs , peeepooos ! C:

Lies & Lair! ihateyouu manzx ,

♥

i've lost trust in everything

L.O.V.E.

P.S, I've got feelings, i've got my ownpride, my own dignity, my own courage. ♥.

MOODSWINNNNNNNG. :(

babymonster's.

lost in th game of, love.

fcuking hell. :/

back t single.

no mood. :(

missing baby, badly.

ATTACHED.

damn pekchek now.

I'm a busy lady. :)

everything's over.

You're mine & only.

I'm waiting.

8 Letters, 3 words & 1 meaning.

Don't go away.

Your Daily Essence.

P.S, I've got feelings, i've got my own
pride, my own dignity, my own courage. ♥.